Didn't have the guts to ask for SN on phone

[Anónimo]

Turns out I found the only current seller of SN in my country and it's extremely close to where I live. I tried to message them through e-mail, but they don't respond. I finally gathered the courage to call them directly, I asked for SN to the operator, she asked me how much I needed, I got pretty nervous and said "it could be 100g", then she told me to wait till she puts me in direct contact with the seller. I freaking hanged up cause I got scared af. What if they ask me what I need it for? What if they report me or something? I couldn't do it. Tbf I don't even know what the concentration is. In their website it says "Sodium nitrite 25kgs". I'm so socially awkward I can't even die. Guess I'll go back to trying hanging...

 

[rationaltake]

Maybe an online supplier would be easier.

 

[Anónimo]

Maybe an online supplier would be easier.

I thought so, but I'm not independent enough to just order something without immediately drawing attention. It sucks.

 

[CommitSudoku]

Phone calls are so stressful, if only online could be available for everything and easier payments than crypto for certain things haha can you research the place more online to find out the purity? If it's not enough then I don't think it would be worth much more time investigating regardless. If they asked you your reasons you'd have to come up with a good story probably. I don't know if they can report you, I wouldn't think so for just an inquiry but better safe than sorry if you're feeling nervous/uncertain. Hanging is painful, I'm sorry you can't easily access other methods. Best wishes whatever you decide to do.

 

[Anónimo]

Phone calls are so stressful, if only online could be available for everything and easier payments than crypto for certain things haha can you research the place more online to find out the purity? If it's not enough then I don't think it would be worth much more time investigating regardless. If they asked you your reasons you'd have to come up with a good story probably. I don't know if they can report you, I wouldn't think so for just an inquiry but better safe than sorry if you're feeling nervous/uncertain. Hanging is painful, I'm sorry you can't easily access other methods. Best wishes whatever you decide to do.

Thanks a lot. Also, your username is funny xD.

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds really stressful being in that situation. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. To me hanging sounds like a horrible way to leave this world and the fear of failure is what holds me back from attempting. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[lostmylove]

Call them back tomorrow, if you speak to same person explain you where disconnected. If not start again and maybe ask if you could complete purchase by email and be invoiced via email.. // see what their process is by conducting an order via email see if this is a possibility without mentioning any products or ask for direct suppliers information and see if you can conduct sale by email

 

[VoidDesirer22]

I thought so, but I'm not independent enough to just order something without immediately drawing attention. It sucks.

What about setting up a drop off location?

 

[Of The Universe]

Or you could buy one or two cheap products,and then," Oh, I also need some SN."
SN is used in a lot of processes. You could say you were doing some photography work and you need it for thst.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

Very unlikely a business is going to report a willing customer.

You aren't buying guns or ammonium nitrate here.