Venting Didn't get the job, Gambling loss, Consecutive major and minor losses in life.

[awfullife]

One of my kids is special needs too FYi.

 

[KleinerWolf]

"
I dislike my job. I'm trying to learn well enough to become a daytrader. Im a novice in it, but I ran into this trade idea that has worked 100% of the time this year. For anyone interested, you can research it for yourself. Every friday morning, amazon drops at least $20-$40. Its almost always within the first 15min, but this past week it took an hr, but it did drop. So at opening bell, buy a put option for at least $30-$40 out of the money. You could go further out but the profit will be smaller. Last week I made a profit of $250 off a a total investment of $200. The week before, I made a profit of $800 off a $200 investment. Any questions don't hesitate to ask.
"
very questionable...

Because outside sales is a beauty contest and going from prestigious medical device sales to semi truck driving screams WHOA!
It's a red flag. My good friend got me a regional sales mar job in austin paying 125k but I couldnt take the job leaving my children. Cash ran dry and psychotic breakdown occurred. Homelessness ensued. Wish I would have taken job! Now I drive a semi truck. Real life is a mother fucker.

u could be honest with them and say you wanted to spend time closer to your children,
and then u say something along the lines of situations changing,
that now you are able to get back to your main profession.
Just have to explain it really well.

 

[awfullife]

I get it but here's the deal. Emotionally healthy people dont get into relationships with BPD spouses. It takes a highly fragile codependent empath to allow the true colors of someone like her to be shown. No boundaries. I painted myself into the nightmare. But I could never imagine a human being fucking over another human being like that. Her dad CTB in front of her when she was 3. I was like, "awe, she's fine. I love her"
Lol.
Yah I'm trying to get my talk track down but it's been almost 3 years now. Plus tbh I wouldn't take a shit sales job cold calling MFers for 50k a year. Fuck it, I'll just drive truck for 4.5 days a week and make 60k.
Over the road does take a toll on u. One benefit is you dont spend much money. You don't have time or a car. Ur stuck in a truck

 

[_Kaira_]

I get it but here's the deal. Emotionally healthy people dont get into relationships with BPD spouses. It takes a highly fragile codependent empath to allow the true colors of someone like her to be shown. No boundaries. I painted myself into the nightmare. But I could never imagine a human being fucking over another human being like that. Her dad CTB in front of her when she was 3. I was like, "awe, she's fine. I love her"
Lol.

Cases vary, person to person. Just like you can have only a few of the symptoms of BPD in different combos to get diagnosed with it. People are all different. You were unlucky to be with such a person who I suppose didn't care about others. I wouldn't know.

Again I am not trying to devalue your experiences. Just like non-BPD spouses could end up abusive and making problems worse.
All peoples relationships vary and shouldn't be judged from a particularly bad case.

Not everyone should be judged from the crimes of a few. I could explain further on how calling people with BPD, monsters on a suicide forum is wrong. But I will refrain from doing so in this thread.

I also don't know how your last sentence has anything to do with it...

If you wish to discuss this topic further, we will have to take it outside of this thread.

 

[TheBlackSwordsman]

"Very questionable"

I thought so to at first when I saw a guy post about it online. This was around september. Hes been doing it the entire year. I went at least 2 months back and independently checked myself and it was spot on. I've been tracking it weekly since then. I may have missed a week here or there but I been keeping up with at least 80% of the time since september and it hit every time i checked. I finally jumped in with my money the past 2 weeks. Track it for yourself and see.

Edut: I plan on jumping in again this friday. Good or bad, I will post my results.

 

[KleinerWolf]

"Very questionable"

I thought so to at first when I saw a guy post about it online. This was around september. Hes been doing it the entire year. I went at least 2 months back and independently checked myself and it was spot on. I've been tracking it weekly since then. I may have missed a week here or there but I been keeping up with at least 80% of the time since september and it hit every time i checked. I finally jumped in with my money the past 2 weeks. Track it for yourself and see.

what exactly is it that you invest in?
Im a bit curious but I probably won't get into it..

but if it works for you, then I'm happy for you :)

 

[awfullife]

No worries ThisisFine. I understand your position. BPDfamily was a good resource for me and encourages non bpd spouses to have empathy rather than anger. I get it. I also made some awful choices for which I'm accountable now. I must decide if I stay or go

 

[Secrets1]

Because outside sales is a beauty contest and going from prestigious medical device sales to semi truck driving screams WHOA!
It's a red flag. My good friend got me a regional sales mar job in austin paying 125k but I couldnt take the job leaving my children. Cash ran dry and psychotic breakdown occurred. Homelessness ensued. Wish I would have taken job! Now I drive a semi truck. Real life is a mother fucker.

I feel you bro, sorry for the struggles

I dislike my job. I'm trying to learn well enough to become a daytrader. Im a novice in it, but I ran into this trade idea that has worked 100% of the time this year. For anyone interested, you can research it for yourself. Every friday morning, amazon drops at least $20-$40. Its almost always within the first 15min, but this past week it took an hr, but it did drop. So at opening bell, buy a put option for at least $30-$40 out of the money. You could go further out but the profit will be smaller. Last week I made a profit of $250 off a a total investment of $200. The week before, I made a profit of $800 off a $200 investment. Any questions don't hesitate to ask.

there are profitable trends all over the world if you're motivated to find em. Nice job

 

[TheBlackSwordsman]

what exactly is it that you invest in?
Im a bit curious but I probably won't get into it..

but if it works for you, then I'm happy for you :)

Oh its the stock market. The company i was referring to is Amazon. Sorry i thought since you gambled that maybe you dabble in the market as well. I do some of both. I will post back here with amazons early day price movement on friday after the market closes. No worries if youre not interested. Just wanted to throw it out there just in case and I wish you the best in all your future endeavors.

 

[KleinerWolf]

Oh its the stock market. The company i was referring to is Amazon. Sorry i thought since you gambled that maybe you dabble in the market as well. I do some of both. I will post back here with amazons early day price movement on friday after the market closes. No worries if youre not interested. Just wanted to throw it out there just in case

ohh I see how it is.
that makes a lot more sense now that you invest in amazon's stock and whatnot.

I thought you were buying stuff off amazon and reselling it.
Read it wrong. My bad. lol

P.S. Thank you for the suggestion and your kind words.