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- Jun 11, 2026
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Disclaimer: this thread is not meant to judge nor doubt about others suffering. Ctb is an individual choice that must be respected.
Do you feel sometimes that you are just not trying enough?
I do believe everything does exist for a reason even if we think we lost, and when one ctb, its because we gave up searching for it. I know they say suffering isnt something you compare, but when I read others problems that really seems completely hopeless I cant help but doubt myself, do I really lost all my hope or am I just running away? I have time, money and a supportive family (I think) so why just cannot do it? Is real lack of motivation and purpose or just straight up laziness? Do I have problems or I making excuses to run away? If is a problem, did I already gave up and started to self-pity to cope? When seeing others problem I feel like a spoiled brat who wants everything and if dont go as planned I cry, right know Im thinking this post is nothing more than a self pity. Are my loneliness, existencial crisis, and lack of reason to live real? Cant even tell if Im venting, do I have the right to be sad? Do you guys felt or feel that way at some point?
Do you feel sometimes that you are just not trying enough?
I do believe everything does exist for a reason even if we think we lost, and when one ctb, its because we gave up searching for it. I know they say suffering isnt something you compare, but when I read others problems that really seems completely hopeless I cant help but doubt myself, do I really lost all my hope or am I just running away? I have time, money and a supportive family (I think) so why just cannot do it? Is real lack of motivation and purpose or just straight up laziness? Do I have problems or I making excuses to run away? If is a problem, did I already gave up and started to self-pity to cope? When seeing others problem I feel like a spoiled brat who wants everything and if dont go as planned I cry, right know Im thinking this post is nothing more than a self pity. Are my loneliness, existencial crisis, and lack of reason to live real? Cant even tell if Im venting, do I have the right to be sad? Do you guys felt or feel that way at some point?
