I personally don't really understand the utility of r/suicidewatch. Not to minimize the posters on that sub at all, but I don't think most genuinely suicidal people are going to post on a sub specifically aimed at talking you out of it. But who the fuck am I, you know?
I came to this site because my mother raised me if I was going to do anything in life, I better be the best at it. CTB included I guess. No attempts, only success requires thorough research