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phantomisgone

phantomisgone

Saving my world first before theirs.
Oct 17, 2022
67
Ever since I came back after CTB, I've just been so vengeful against the people who did me wrong and get to walk free. Knowing what they did to me and how they've drove me to that point. Yes, it was my own actions that made me CTB, nobody can tell me that they didn't play a part in it.

Has anyone else felt like this and would like to share?
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,069
My Stepfather was a paedophile.
When I was around 7 years old I would go into the neighbors garden and pick up dogshit.
I would mix the dogshit in with his spaghetti Bolognese and then watch him eat it.
Oh what joy I felt watching him eat that shit.
He died of lung cancer before I was old enough to take full revenge.
Maybe a good thing, because I would probably be serving life for murder.
 
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AllFoxedOut

AllFoxedOut

Arcanist
Jun 7, 2023
472
My Stepfather was a paedophile.
When I was around 7 years old I would go into the neighbors garden and pick up dogshit.
I would mix the dogshit in with his spaghetti Bolognese and then watch him eat it.
Oh what joy I felt watching him eat that shit.
He died of lung cancer before I was old enough to take full revenge.
Maybe a good thing, because I would probably be serving life for murder.
funny but I think I'm gonna skip spaghetti bolognese for dinner
 
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phantomisgone

phantomisgone

Saving my world first before theirs.
Oct 17, 2022
67
My Stepfather was a paedophile.
When I was around 7 years old I would go into the neighbors garden and pick up dogshit.
I would mix the dogshit in with his spaghetti Bolognese and then watch him eat it.
Oh what joy I felt watching him eat that shit.
He died of lung cancer before I was old enough to take full revenge.
Maybe a good thing, because I would probably be serving life for murder.
I love unique revenges like this. Gets my rocks going.
 
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AllFoxedOut

AllFoxedOut

Arcanist
Jun 7, 2023
472
Ever since I came back after CTB, I've just been so vengeful against the people who did me wrong and get to walk free. Knowing what they did to me and how they've drove me to that point. Yes, it was my own actions that made me CTB, nobody can tell me that they didn't play a part in it.

Has anyone else felt like this and would like to share?
nah I don't have a vengeful bone in me unless someone hurts someone I love. not many of those around anymore though (people I love).
 
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marshmallowfluff

Member
Jan 23, 2023
60
I hear you on this one. Id love to write a strongly worded letter to those who hurt me, but what's the point? They won't remember me.

My grandad was also a paedophile but he's dead now so will never get his comeuppance.

What revenge would you like to seek OP?
 
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phantomisgone

phantomisgone

Saving my world first before theirs.
Oct 17, 2022
67
I hear you on this one. Id love to write a strongly worded letter to those who hurt me, but what's the point? They won't remember me.

My grandad was also a paedophile but he's dead now so will never get his comeuppance.

What revenge would you like to seek OP?

I just want to beat up a guy who betrayed me and did me wrong.
 
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brokeandbroken

Enlightened
Apr 18, 2023
1,195
Ever since I came back after CTB, I've just been so vengeful against the people who did me wrong and get to walk free. Knowing what they did to me and how they've drove me to that point. Yes, it was my own actions that made me CTB, nobody can tell me that they didn't play a part in it.

Has anyone else felt like this and would like to share?
My story is posted in various spots but I worked my ass off to save lives and then I had it stolen by the medical school I was at. I specifically was working towards being an oncologist., I was viciously bullied within the university, I have/had no friends, the school did so many other terrible horrible things to patients for instance human medical experimentation (non-consensual of course), I was robbed in clear crimes.... I could go on but no one has been willing to help. Literally no one. My parents kicked me out because I could find a halfway decent job nevermind the lack of car or whatever, I still am completely alone, and frankly hundreds to thousands of people have heard my story and they haven't gone pft theres no crimes there!! No they have gone fuck you for even thinking I would help a scumbag like you. So yeah I fantasize about revenge. I want it so fucking bad. I want to attack it with the same ferocity that I attacked medical school with. If society is going to kick me to the curb after trying to help it and say here be fine being homeless and barely surviving then fuck society. I'll enjoy watching you suffer.

Addendum:
I don't mean the Polish society where the crimes occurred. But America. Where everyone is self-obsessed and doesn't give a shit what happened to me, where the US embassy just said nah fuck that guy we don't want to meet with him, where the USG could help but said fuck that guy why would we. I want to make those motherfuckers pay.
 
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offbalance

All I want is peace
Dec 16, 2021
330
yes my dad was a pedophile and I kind of want to leave that in my note. If it doesn't incriminate him it will shake things up, no?
 
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