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Enomis

Enomis

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Jul 8, 2019
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I managed to get Diazepam 5mg for use with SN. I have never used it before. How many tablets should I take before SN to stay relaxed?
 
charlottewilts

charlottewilts

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have you ever used other benzodiazepines or Z-drugs? keep in mind you would not want to be too sedated, so you don't pass out before taking SN, nor would you want to have too many pills in your stomach. if the answer to the question is no, 10mg would likely be enough.
 
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Quarky00

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Test it yourself beforehand on empty stomach :)
Benzos affect people differently – dosage , onset (how quick), duration – vary greatly .
 
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Bye_Bye

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Jan 5, 2020
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I've also got some diazepam for SN, not sure what the strength of them is though. I have about 20 tablets and I'll probably just take them all as I have a slight tolerance.
 
Enomis

Enomis

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have you ever used other benzodiazepines or Z-drugs? keep in mind you would not want to be too sedated, so you don't pass out before taking SN, nor would you want to have too many pills in your stomach. if the answer to the question is no, 10mg would likely be enough.

Two tablets then ..... I thought they were too many. Have you ever used them?
 
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Jan 14, 2020
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I'm hearing SN is a decent way. Is that Nitrite or Nitrate? Where are the instruction for that as I'm weighing different methods. Right now, I have a 40 SCFH N filled tank but not sure now that I've heard of at least one failed attempt, not sure how he avoided brain damage.
 
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Jan 17, 2020
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It's usually slow release, as in it could take a while to reach full effect. Don't want to take too much as it will just make you want to sleep - it tends to numb me a bit, and makes me feel less inclined to act out suicidal thoughts. I guess that's why they prescribe it.
 
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Knowledgeseeker

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Jan 14, 2020
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I managed to get Diazepam 5mg for use with SN. I have never used it before. How many tablets should I take before SN to stay relaxed?

I'm prescribed Ativan, a cousin to Valium or diazepam. It works slower, lasts longer, and makes one very uninhibited. I think I've heard that any of these also act as an anti-emitic. Not sure of the method for SN and the reaction is causes. I know that it takes a bit of valium to buzz me, and less Ativan to feel the effect. I know when I CTB someday, I'll be using my Ativan as I don't take it all the time so it remains effective. I will combine it with alcohol likely and oxycodone for an added effect of painlessness. Often times in the past, when I begin to drink, I've had a euphoria and desire to just release from my body and float away. It gives me a profound sense of the eternal release from this ridiculous existence, the rosacea skin blisters, the sinus problems, the shitty expensive doctors who were in school to make money and not help people, the horrible global elitist scum who want to hurt the innocent, the people who've pretended to be friends only to shit on me.

Once, I tried putting a plastic bag over my head upon drinking and dosing with pills to see if I could just push myslef over. The feeling of heat and lack of oxygen made me feel uneasy, so I know it wasn't enough. I'd kind of hoped that the drugs would do the trick, but they weren't enough either. I know I'll have to be in a liberated state of mind that will enable me to carry out whatever I try, I'm mad that its this difficult and makes me want to leave by my own hand some day even more so, and even madder that those in power want to prevent me. Its none of anyone's business but mine.
 
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Jul 8, 2019
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I'm hearing SN is a decent way. Is that Nitrite or Nitrate? Where are the instruction for that as I'm weighing different methods. Right now, I have a 40 SCFH N filled tank but not sure now that I've heard of at least one failed attempt, not sure how he avoided brain damage.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-a-comprehensive-guide-including-method.25148/
It's usually slow release, as in it could take a while to reach full effect. Don't want to take too much as it will just make you want to sleep - it tends to numb me a bit, and makes me feel less inclined to act out suicidal thoughts. I guess that's why they prescribe it.

how many pills? and how long does it take effect?
 
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Tim101

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Jan 20, 2020
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10mg is nothing. Valium has a long duration of action up to 72 hours. My advice is place 10mg under tongue and dissolve do not swallow. Use this as test however. You need to look at CYP3A4 metabolism. I would take at least 400mg. Furthermore you should use two benzos. Xanax nitrazepam Ativan.
 

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