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Claymore7274

Claymore7274

I'm scared
Oct 4, 2025
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Last year i was trying to hang myself like crazy, like it was nothing, but fuck. After actually hurting myself last time i may have made it worse for myself, here i am at 4 AM trying to live as much as i can before i do it.

I keep clinging to life like a parasite
 
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bruised_reed

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I was unsuccessful with hanging and hurt myself too. 😞 I hope you find peace 🕊️
 
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