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swanchild
the little mermaid
- Jul 28, 2024
- 57
Hey I'm 28.
I've tried to drown myself 3 times now with a weighted bookbag but keep chickening out. After that I attempted an overdose which did absolutely nothing.
Here are my thoughts:
- Hanging: absolutely scary but guaranteed privacy and I can tie a good knot. I have some clonazepam I could take to knock off some nerves but I'm not sure how effective that would be.
- Charcoal method: I stay in a small camper trailer which seems pretty sealed but who knows, honestly. I also don't understand how this works. I can't afford a barbecue and I don't know how much charcoal I'd need.
I'm sure this is what I want but if anyone has any advice or alternative ideas I'm open. I can't get SN here
I've tried to drown myself 3 times now with a weighted bookbag but keep chickening out. After that I attempted an overdose which did absolutely nothing.
Here are my thoughts:
- Hanging: absolutely scary but guaranteed privacy and I can tie a good knot. I have some clonazepam I could take to knock off some nerves but I'm not sure how effective that would be.
- Charcoal method: I stay in a small camper trailer which seems pretty sealed but who knows, honestly. I also don't understand how this works. I can't afford a barbecue and I don't know how much charcoal I'd need.
I'm sure this is what I want but if anyone has any advice or alternative ideas I'm open. I can't get SN here