Desperate pls help

[swanchild]

Hey I'm 28.

I've tried to drown myself 3 times now with a weighted bookbag but keep chickening out. After that I attempted an overdose which did absolutely nothing.

Here are my thoughts:

- Hanging: absolutely scary but guaranteed privacy and I can tie a good knot. I have some clonazepam I could take to knock off some nerves but I'm not sure how effective that would be.

- Charcoal method: I stay in a small camper trailer which seems pretty sealed but who knows, honestly. I also don't understand how this works. I can't afford a barbecue and I don't know how much charcoal I'd need.

I'm sure this is what I want but if anyone has any advice or alternative ideas I'm open. I can't get SN here

 

[itsalittlecold]

Hey I'm 28.

I've tried to drown myself 3 times now with a weighted bookbag but keep chickening out. After that I attempted an overdose which did absolutely nothing.

Here are my thoughts:

- Hanging: absolutely scary but guaranteed privacy and I can tie a good knot. I have some clonazepam I could take to knock off some nerves but I'm not sure how effective that would be.

- Charcoal method: I stay in a small camper trailer which seems pretty sealed but who knows, honestly. I also don't understand how this works. I can't afford a barbecue and I don't know how much charcoal I'd need.

I'm sure this is what I want but if anyone has any advice or alternative ideas I'm open. I can't get SN here

It's unfortunate to hear about your drowning attempts, I wouldn't call it you chickening out though- you're instincts are stronger then the conscious sometimes.

Hanging does seem a very affective method, I've watched a lot of videos & although it seems to be fast to unconsciousness' I just couldn't, I feel uneasy even imagining myself doing it.

Charcoal method, in my opinion is hugely effective & relatively 'painless'
I've considered it many times, I just don't understand it enough to risk it. It's all about getting the CO concentration at the higher levels. I suppose there is co meters one could use tho

Have you seen the mega threads going through all the methods yet or the pph?

 

[swanchild]

It's unfortunate to hear about your drowning attempts, I wouldn't call it you chickening out though- you're instincts are stronger then the conscious sometimes.

Hanging does seem a very affective method, I've watched a lot of videos & although it seems to be fast to unconsciousness' I just couldn't, I feel uneasy even imagining myself doing it.

Charcoal method, in my opinion is hugely effective & relatively 'painless'
I've considered it many times, I just don't understand it enough to risk it. It's all about getting the CO concentration at the higher levels. I suppose there is co meters one could use tho

Have you seen the mega threads going through all the methods yet or the pph?

No, could you please link me to the mega threads or direct me to where to find them?

 

[itsalittlecold]

No, could you please link me to the mega threads or direct me to where to find them?

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[CouldaHvBeenARock]

Heres a resource for hanging

Full Suspension 102 - a guide

1.0 FOUR MAIN TYPES OF HANGING Neck Doesn't break Short drop hanging where the prisoner drops just a few inches, and their suspended body weight and physical struggling causes the noose to tighten, normally resulting in death by strangulation or carotid or Vagal reflex. Pole hanging is a...

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