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!WILL!

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Mar 27, 2021
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Does anyone else feel like they deserve to die? I've definitely done some pretty horrible things in my past. I've made people cry and barely thought anything through. I can't stop thinking about my past and I feel it'd be easier if I were just dead.
 
BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,835
"Deserve to die" to me is something very positive, so I would feel more "deserving" of death if "I" considered myself a "great person" (in whatever moral system/feelings I use at the moment). Now, I don't actually believe that anyone "deserves" anything, that goes for people getting rewards or punishments--it's just a monkey-tier barbaric way of gene-selection by proxy.
 
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Aeathelina

Aeathelina

Little Homeless Girl
Feb 5, 2020
307
Oh yes I do. I have done horrible things to myself and the people around. Things so severe that I will go to my grave with some of what I have done.
Death especially a violent one would be fitting for someone awful like me
 

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