Venting Derealisation

[restingplace]

Once again I've been having bad fits of derealisation, it stresses me out beyond belief. The whole being evicted situation is already hard enough to handle as well as basically life changing events coming up. In a month my life will have an opportunity to take a turn for the better or take a turn for the worse. It'll likely only get worse. I tried to promise myself to keep going until next autumn to see if any change will happen but I don't see a single good outcome. I had a job offer but they haven't reached back out which fucking sucks because I need atleast some positivity in my life.


It all really is pointless

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

Once again I've been having bad fits of derealisation, it stresses me out beyond belief. The whole being evicted situation is already hard enough to handle as well as basically life changing events coming up. In a month my life will have an opportunity to take a turn for the better or take a turn for the worse. It'll likely only get worse. I tried to promise myself to keep going until next autumn to see if any change will happen but I don't see a single good outcome. I had a job offer but they haven't reached back out which fucking sucks because I need atleast some positivity in my life.


It all really is pointless

Hopefully the job offer works out and maybe it's just some weird delay in response. Is it possible to reach out to them again, see what the delay might be?

 

[restingplace]

Hopefully the job offer works out and maybe it's just some weird delay in response. Is it possible to reach out to them again, see what the delay might be?

I did try, I was left on seen