depressing to think how I'll be remembered

[onlyforever1]

It's so sad to think that everyone, even people I talk to every single day, won't really remember me when I'm gone. I'll be a smear on the pavement and some time in a few years they'll be at a party and someone will make a crack about how their ex had borderline and all of a sudden they'll think of me and make a joke like oh yeah I used to know this girl with BPD she was totally insane. because of course they'll call me a girl. that's how I'll be remembered, after all. the crazy good for nothing girl who cried wolf so many times that no one was there to believe her when she finally did it. not trans. not kind. not funny. not anything except for a funny story a few years from now.

 

[strawberry_lemons]

I hope i can remember you well, tell me about yourself you like and i will try to keep it dear