I suffer from depression, and I do believe I worked twice as hard as he is trying his video spectators to do and it was all for nothing! Some are just unlucky and it doesn't matter how hard you try, or how much time you put into it, it'll just turn to dust in days. For some me included this world is a hell loop, with no out. It's punishment for something I don't know I did. You need the outside environment and conditions to be in your favour, me it's like swimming against the current. And I tried for 34 years, I've been positive, I've seen psychiatrists, psychologists, I put my self in good environments, in good jobs but it didn't matter because nothing was in concert with me and life kicked me out regardless. And now I'm lost and confused, and I can't even fucking take my own life.