exhausted, fatigued, every waking moment from when i wake up until i go to sleep, feeling demented, cannot think coherently, cannot finish school, cannot do the most basic tasks to care for myself as my motor and cognitive skills are declining, also doctors just suggest i improve diet and exercice, mostly realizing no one is going to consider my problems seriously and that i'm only going to get worse, no matter who i go to for help. i'm never not going to be fatigued or like a demented person in their 80s etc.