willitpass
Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
- Mar 10, 2020
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Repost from my sanctuary thread for any pro-life lurkers.
I hate how bias the assisted suicide community is against mental illness. Even to those who believe in the right to die mentally ill people are infantalized and discounted. As with physically ill assisted suicide, I believe you should have to prove you've done enough to attempt to get better and there is valid reason to believe you will not achieve quality of life, but fuck we shouldn't be excluded. Do the majority of people with mental illness live meaningful lives with reasonable quality, or even make full recovery? Yes. But not everyone. We are not a monogamy. Mental illness is a broad range from a little social anxiety to debilitating suicidal depression.
I'm so angry tonight that I will die alone and likely in a certain degree of pain. I will be risking severe damage to my heart and brain if I survive. I will be in a shitty hotel room and never get to say goodbye to my loved ones. My death will be processed as a crime scene. My family may or may not get to see my last words in my journals, depending on if the police release them. I will be subjected to an unwanted autopsy. My family will be blindsided by my death. They will not get to say a proper goodbye. All because people don't believe in the right to die for people with mental illness, no matter how much of a fight they put in. No matter how long and how horribly we suffer. We don't get the luxury we give to our cats and dogs. We have to die in horrible circumstances. And it's not fucking fair. I'm so fucking angry. I just want to be able to say goodbye. I want to not fear my method fucking me up. I want to know my body will be treated with respect when I am gone. It's not fucking fair.
I hate how bias the assisted suicide community is against mental illness. Even to those who believe in the right to die mentally ill people are infantalized and discounted. As with physically ill assisted suicide, I believe you should have to prove you've done enough to attempt to get better and there is valid reason to believe you will not achieve quality of life, but fuck we shouldn't be excluded. Do the majority of people with mental illness live meaningful lives with reasonable quality, or even make full recovery? Yes. But not everyone. We are not a monogamy. Mental illness is a broad range from a little social anxiety to debilitating suicidal depression.
I'm so angry tonight that I will die alone and likely in a certain degree of pain. I will be risking severe damage to my heart and brain if I survive. I will be in a shitty hotel room and never get to say goodbye to my loved ones. My death will be processed as a crime scene. My family may or may not get to see my last words in my journals, depending on if the police release them. I will be subjected to an unwanted autopsy. My family will be blindsided by my death. They will not get to say a proper goodbye. All because people don't believe in the right to die for people with mental illness, no matter how much of a fight they put in. No matter how long and how horribly we suffer. We don't get the luxury we give to our cats and dogs. We have to die in horrible circumstances. And it's not fucking fair. I'm so fucking angry. I just want to be able to say goodbye. I want to not fear my method fucking me up. I want to know my body will be treated with respect when I am gone. It's not fucking fair.