
death137
miserable
- Jun 25, 2020
- 1,166
If I failed to go through with full suspension next time then my second plan would be to try to cut my carotid artery. I attempted this once and I'm confident that I can cut my neck deep enough to reach the artery. But I fear I might fail to cut the artery like last time. If this happens then I don't want to tell my family what happened and then taken to hospital and psych ward. I want to die from my infection. But I don't know how painful it will be and the time it takes to die. Anyone knows?