DDMAPH or SN?

[dearname]

I may get access to the drugs necessary for DDMAPH, with the correct dosages, BUT the original protocol used in hospice is based on concentrated powder, and I only have pills. So, I have access to a peaceful protocol, but I would have to crush over 700 pills and have many doubts regarding if I could keep it down. I have access to as much meto as I want and could do the 48 hour regimen to avoid vomiting.

The SN I have is only 97% pure and I find the method questionable in regards to peacefulness. I'm very weak to pain and get desperate easily, so I'm afraid I'll give up and ask for help if I suffer too much. With the ddmaph I would pass out quickly.


I will have probably up to 16 hours alone, no more than that. What should I do?

In my research, DDMAPH kills in less than 2 hours with the concentrated powder. I don't know how that would go with the crushed pills.

For those who don't know, DDMAPH is a protocol which includes:
Digoxin 100 mg, Diazepam 1 gm, Morphine 15 gm, Amitriptyline 8gm, Phenobarbital 5 gm.

I know most ODs fail, I myself have failed one but it was all wrong dosages and no research put into the drugs I used.

Please help me decide. I will attach a picture of the SN i have.

 

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