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gasforme

gasforme

Student
Jan 9, 2026
108
I really need to ctb soon I can't keep waking up every morning to the same day on repeat
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,830
Same. I'm a solid 5 months into thinking about suicide all day every day. This isn't gonna stop.
 
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cursedlife

Student
Jun 28, 2024
151
everyday am depressed and I want to die
,These I'm just contemplating how my attempt is going to be and what method to do
 
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PhalacyOkocha

New Member
Dec 17, 2025
2
I really need to ctb soon I can't keep waking up every morning to the same day on repeat

i get you, my every day is same shitty and pathetic
 
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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
454
Same.
Thankfully I will CTB very soon :)
 
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silenthill3

silenthill3

Member
Jan 5, 2026
6
yup i'm so over this shit
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,101
I really understand as all I want is to never suffer in this torturous existence ever again, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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