Venting day by day

[Life_and_Death]

not recovery, more come to terms with my demise. im not going to just do it, clearly. im thinking ill keep a few different methods on hand, live life moment by moment and die when i die i guess.

 

[Good4Nothing]

That's pretty much where I am, too.

 

[Life_and_Death]

That's pretty much where I am, too.

ive got 2 methods (one on hand and one i need to acquire) im thinking i want a 3rd and im not sure how im going to handle the second method with only a shelf life of 3yrs unless maybe its just isnt as strong in which case i could just up the dose when i do use it. (lol sorry thinking "out loud")

 

[Good4Nothing]

I've got guns. I can check out whenever I need to.

 

[Life_and_Death]

I've got guns. I can check out whenever I need to.

gun is a really desperate choice for me (if i can even get one but probably) im thinking about one of those gas methods, seems to be another favorite here

 

[Good4Nothing]

Did you watch that auto-erotica accidental death video posted yesterday? Makes hanging look super easy and painless.
I'm considering that as an option, too, since blowing my brains out with a high power rifle will be really messy and violent.
I guess it will depend on how much I hate myself on the day. How violent I feel, ya know?

 

[Life_and_Death]

Did you watch that auto-erotica accidental death video posted yesterday? Makes hanging look super easy and painless.
I'm considering that as an option, too, since blowing my brains out with a high power rifle will be really messy and violent.
I guess it will depend on how much I hate myself on the day. How violent I feel, ya know?

no but i saw the thread where they showed the steps of hanging and i clicked on the spoiler picture......ive seen a few hanging things but i never saw the neck twist like that, freaked me out a little about that option but i think it was a series of events that caused it and not an every time thing. (type of rope, type of knot. a lot of things could have caused it)

thinking about it......i did see the thumb nail for the video though

 

[Amumu]

That's also my state of mind, even though I don't have any method rn.
Recovery and having methods on hand aren't incompatible, though.
You can PM if you want. Hugs and Peace.