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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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Those who enjoy life are delusional. They also have a moral obligation to ctb

Idk what's so hard to grasp. You all literally talk about how awful existence is and how delusional people are. I'm taking that view to its final standpoint
Yeah but why Should I care what a human that doesn't affect me directly does or doesn't do? I don't care.

I only care about avoiding my suffering.

Plus they are all going to die anyway.

Let's say I am about to become homeless in a week. I'm not but hypothetically speaking. Is it logical for me to worry about what someone else is doing? Or should I only work on solving my problem? I would solve my problem avoiding homelessness by working to get my suicide plan ready to go every second and then killing myself. Instead if I start thinking about other people I'll never get it ready to go and become homeless and suffer starving torture in the streets
 
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thenamingofcats

annihilation anxiety
Apr 19, 2024
451
But my aim is to save people. My death will save many people. My method (jump in front of lorry/truck) could put others at risk, I don't take that lightly. But I don't get to choose the method as those in control do. I must comply to save people. I will do everything I can to ensure no one else is hurt but it is a possibility. If I do it carefully, planned and follow all the messages I got, then no one else will get hurt. Yes people could be traumatised but will minimise it and nothing I can do to completely prevent it.
I know we've talked about this before but you're considering yourself to be a martyr when you are not one, quite frankly the opposite by being a threat to your community. I'm the last person that's likely to say this but given that you're a threat to others you really need to be checked in somewhere and stabilized.
 
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ghostdog

ghostdog

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Jun 7, 2024
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I'm not shooting or murdering anyone at all
I am going to save people. All i meant is my ctb method could inadvertently put others at risk like many methods do.
I explained above
as dick i defined those people who are "shooters" you have not mentioned method before edit , so there is always a risk to harm somebody even mentally jumping in front of them if you are not on a sucide watch or captivity my advice would be find 6-7 floor building at 5-6 AM when people sleep but you would have visibity and aim for concrete or asphalt 100% gurantee
 
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timetodie24

Specialist
Apr 14, 2023
393
Please reread what you yourself wrote. "No one should be forced to die" - that includes you by the voices controlling you, or the innocent people that may get involved in the 'wider plan'.
I deserve and want to die anyway so not really forced. I'm not forcing anyone else to die.
there is always a risk to harm somebody even mentally jumping in front of them if you are not on a sucide watch or captivity my advice would be find 6-7 floor building at 5-6 AM when people sleep but you would have visibity and aim for concrete or asphalt 100% gurantee
I can't change the method otherwise others will not be saved. I have to follow the rules.
 
ghostdog

ghostdog

Member
Jun 7, 2024
12
I deserve and want to die anyway so not really forced. I'm not forcing anyone else to die.

I can't change the method otherwise others will not be saved. I have to follow the rules.
and who are the others ? what is their situation ? i can not open your past post i dunno why
 
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timetodie24

Specialist
Apr 14, 2023
393
and who are the others ? what is their situation ? i can not open your past post i dunno why
I explained more here if you can open here https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/ive-cracked-the-code.167221/page-4#post-2551075 .
As can't be bothered to explain rn sorry.

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This is general reply to thread not you individually :

But anyway none of this matters as some posts on this thread have clearly proven my point that some people here are trying to control me. Trying to trick me into believing I'm ill and letting drs control and abuse me. I won't fall for it.
 
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purplesky

I live to sleep, sleep is my only peace!
May 9, 2024
17
I'm new to this site and this is the 1st post I've read from you. It's alarming for any of us to read pist like this that may include others possibly being hurt via our methods to end our suffering. Do you have a method yet, if so..can you please share only if your comfortable. I think if people knew your method then you probably can get better responses so you won't feel like others are attacking your right to end your life.
 
imsotired35

imsotired35

She/her
Apr 6, 2024
20
Didn't you in your first post here say you had tinnitus for a month and that's why you wanted to cbt? Or have I gotten you mixed up with another user?
 
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timetodie24

Specialist
Apr 14, 2023
393
I'm new to this site and this is the 1st post I've read from you. It's alarming for any of us to read pist like this that may include others possibly being hurt via our methods to end our suffering. Do you have a method yet, if so..can you please share only if your comfortable. I think if people knew your method then you probably can get better responses so you won't feel like others are attacking your right to end your life.
Jumping in front of high speed lorry/truck . I have mentioned method earlier in this thread. I had other threads with it in more detail and in those threads, people have been attacking me mostly because of the specific method .
Didn't you in your first post here say you had tinnitus for a month and that's why you wanted to cbt? Or have I gotten you mixed up with another user?
nope, you've gotten mixed up ! I do recall someone posting about that but I can't remember their user.
 
imsotired35

imsotired35

She/her
Apr 6, 2024
20
Didn't you in your first post here say you had tinnitus for a month and that's why you wanted to cbt? Or have I gotten you mixed up with another user?
You're right. I found the original post, don't know why I thought it was you. Sorry!
 
Ruma

Ruma

Experienced
Dec 26, 2021
250
Psychosis sucks ass ... :ehh: I've been there!
 
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purplesky

I live to sleep, sleep is my only peace!
May 9, 2024
17
It's difficult for anyone to accept that method as it includes innocent people in your plan. Perhaps you should look at other methods as I feel it's not a reliable method and you could find yourself disabled for life if you survive. Besides that, please consider the lifelong trauma others will have as they witness this method.
 
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ghostdog

ghostdog

Member
Jun 7, 2024
12
i read your old post about decoding i must mention that i have no professional knowledge in Psychiatry, just life experience. You say that you have knowledge in psychy , also you spoke with Nurse in psychology and told her that something is controlling you and she said u must follow rules. and you are following code not to harm family and friends ok. question why the F do you need this forum if you have such conections with beings like that because if being controls you why does it let you to get more confused here? maybe it would be better to check with more quiliffied than some nurse ? i? 2 If you do exactly as they told you by code , how would you know that your family and friends will not be harmed ?

i am telling you this my whole heart get checked volunterily in some mental health facility and you will see one of two this being will leave you or stay with you and you will be more confident , just try and when you are hospital by your will in most countries you can leavee sortly after
 
ferrie

ferrie

she/they
May 19, 2024
300
It's really disheartening how the tone of your posts changes so drastically. You told me the other day that you wanted to slow down and reevaluate the information you have because you felt like you were missing something, and that's why you didn't follow through with this method on the 6th. Since you mentioned the vision of the knife, it has seemed like you are rushing things again. I can't make statements for anyone else here, but personally I am just concerned about other people being hurt and am not trying to take your choice away. You've said that you don't want to hurt anyone. Please don't let it escalate to a point that you do
 
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Onelegman

Onelegman

I use a translator
May 24, 2024
406
I have no words. But please, avoid at all costs that anyone gets hurt in your attempt. 🙏
 
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RainAndSadness

RainAndSadness

Administrator
Jun 12, 2018
2,104
This forum isn't gonna be part of your conspiracy theories. Closed.
 
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