DAE feel like their suffering is almost maddeningly surreal?

[Suicidebydeath]

I feel like I live in a nightmare clown world. Everything, well, people are just so awful. It's just other people.

 

[FuneralCry]

We do live in such a nightmarish world. This fact is completely undeniable. There is no real escape or relief from all the endless cruelty that continues to exist, and as long as we are still alive we will suffer in some form. Life is the cause of all problems after all, it's the thing that is so wrong, it's so wrong how life with all it's unlimited amounts of suffering exists.
In my case I see life for what it really is which is why I constantly think of suicide every waking moment. Existence is a prison and a curse and it makes sense to set myself free from it. The longer that we stay alive the more that we will suffer, it's inevitable.

 

[Suicidebydeath]

That's how my family makes me feel. I'm just sufferingly endlessly.

 

[Tonight634]

Oh everyday…I usually distract myself with all kinds of things throughout the day but before I go to sleep, all the thoughts and feelings I've been supressing all day hit me all at once and I realize how sad my life is and it makes me feel all sorts of ways. Angry, sad, envious, frustrated you name it. It's crazy.