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Vanillaicyys

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Jan 7, 2024
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My dad recently died I found his body after he'd been rotting for two days. he was only 59. Regardless he was somewhat of a hoarder, didn't like throwing things of use away, in addition to that he was a very sick man, every trip to the pharmacy was a big carrier bag full of prescription meds, this combined means I now have been left with a HUGE assortment of meds, going all the way back to 2017. Everything from sleeping pills and strong pain meds to the 100 different tablets he was on for his various illnesses and heart problems. I can only imagine how easy it would be to whip up a concoction that will finally put me to rest. I value these meds higher than the stash of cash he left behind, but I'd trade both for another day with him.
 
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lifeisadream

lifeisadream

One of life’s failures
Oct 3, 2022
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So sorry for your loss & that you found your dad too. Sending you ❤️
 
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tsykoais

tsykoais

i can't drown my demons they know how to swim
Apr 9, 2023
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also lost my dad as well this year, he was also somewhat of a hoarder and he left a lot of meds behind but they were thrown away as his house was cleaned. he was my only reason to live and the pain is unbearable op. im so sorry for your loss and i send you my best regards xx
 
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Unleashtherain

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Nov 12, 2024
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So sorry for your loss.
 
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maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
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Sincerest condolences to you for your profound loss.
If you're thinking of an OD as an exit strategy there's over an 86% failure rate with prescription meds.
I hope you're able to overcome the feelings grief
& can find the strength to carry your dad's spirit in your heart 🤗🌹 💔
 
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hershberger

hershberger

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I am so sad to hear about your father. Even if he left you enough to CTB, please take time to mourn.
 

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