It's in the nembutal section of the pph. It may be that it's now the first/only source so it's source one or A. Just to confuse things further. 
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Bitcoin (BTC):Ethereum (ETH):Monero (XMR):I read through the whole section of the downloaded PDF but couldn't find it. I downloaded the pdf from the resource compilation thread on this website. Also, the PDF search couldn't find any text (such as Nembutal) at all.Similar threads
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