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Margarethe666#!/&

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Feb 12, 2024
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I haven't cut myself in a long time. Today when I tried to sleep I reminded myself of things I can't forgive myself from the past. I thought it would be appropriate to punish myself and leave a scar as a reminder. So I took a razor blade from by favourite book, where I hide it and started to cut, cut, cut. Until I felt at peace again 🖤
 
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I want to have the courage to kill myself
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😰😰 I have done this in the past.
 
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Margarethe666#!/&

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That was me last night :< my entire arm is covered with them from the past few days. I feel so guilty for it but it also brings me peace. Especially because I feel like I've fucked up so much lately and deserve it. I'm so sorry you felt that way, it's can be really painful to look at past mistakes 🫂
Don't be sorry hun. I feel so peaceful now after doing it. One of the scars is bigger than the others. It will be a lovely little reminder 🖤 I don't feel guilty for doing it. I need to punish myself so I did. Take care
 
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