cut my skin first time and i dont feel myself

[physics]

It feels weird now, not regretting nor shamed. Just weird. I feel I'm not myself anymore or something, or I'm delusional. Basically I tried stabbing but SI kicked in. Then I cut around 1 inch of skin using scissors and since then I started feeling weird or delusional.

Can I get rid of this life? or perhaps this feeling?
Sleeping now, I'll read the responses (if any) tomorrow. night.

 

[Valky]

I am sorry to hear that you are feeling this way. I wish life could be easier on you!

please don't use scissors, they are very unhygienic even tho they barely cut skin, more like scraping, but still not recommended.

I am sorry, I know that this is a very half assed response but there is not much more info given to respond to.

 

[physics]

please don't use scissors, they are very unhygienic even tho they barely cut skin, more like scraping, but still not recommended.

At this point I'm so bored of life I don't care about anything regarding me. After this weird feeling I doubt I'll repeat this. Thank you for your words tho.

 

[Nephis]

It feels weird now, not regretting nor shamed. Just weird. I feel I'm not myself anymore or something, or I'm delusional. Basically I tried stabbing but SI kicked in. Then I cut around 1 inch of skin using scissors and since then I started feeling weird or delusional.

Can I get rid of this life? or perhaps this feeling?
Sleeping now, I'll read the responses (if any) tomorrow. night.

Please if you must shed blood, use needles they will allow for more controlled pain because as people have said scissors are no good for this.

 

[Valky]

At this point I'm so bored of life I don't care about anything regarding me. After this weird feeling I doubt I'll repeat this. Thank you for your words tho.

Usually self harming has a quite uplifting effect. It can also make you feel worse tho and the release of adrenaline due to cutting is just not enough anymore. That's when it is time to find something else cause the lengths you may go to reach that high again with the same method can be scary and risky.

 

[Asingletwig]

please clean youre wound and not use a scissors

Please if you must shed blood, use needles they will allow for more controlled pain because as people have said scissors are no good for this.

Or razor blades, just be sure not to reuse a blade and have a blade bin. Also always clean the area after and bandage it. Dont want to get a pesky infection