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princeeugeneofsavoy

princeeugeneofsavoy

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May 26, 2023
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I'm just now getting myself drunk enough to do partial. If anyone wants to chat or ask questions they can :)
 
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nomennescio

nomennescio

Student
Jun 25, 2023
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I'm just now getting myself drunk enough to do partial. If anyone wants to chat or ask questions they can :)
Sorry that people have to resort to such shitty methods.

Wishing you strength, i hope it will be smooth and you will get your peace.
 
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princeeugeneofsavoy

princeeugeneofsavoy

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May 26, 2023
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Sorry that people have to resort to such shitty methods.

Wishing you strength, i hope it will be smooth and you will get your peace.
Thank you, I've been practising for about a month, and I'm fairly confident in my ability to painlessly be uncoscious in 20s and dead in 10mins. Just need to get drunk enough to do it properly. :)
 
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nomennescio

nomennescio

Student
Jun 25, 2023
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Good that youve practiced and are so confident. Cheers and have a smooth ride 💕

What are you using, like rope, scarf?
 
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princeeugeneofsavoy

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May 26, 2023
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Good that youve practiced and are so confident. Cheers and have a smooth ride 💕

What are you using, like rope, scarf?
I'm using a rope that is wrapped around (under and over) a door a few times with the end tied to a knob. And a three-loop noose, I'm then gonna sorta squat in it until I start feeling like I'm gonna pass out then I'm gonna slide into suspension.


:)


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Das Nichts

Das Nichts

Dead Man Walking
Apr 8, 2023
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I could never do this myself, you're very though. Hope everything goes as you planned.
 
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cheese.out

Why am I still here
Jul 25, 2023
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Sorry life was harsh to you - i wish you all peace and love and i hope you find the freedom youre looking for ❤
 
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princeeugeneofsavoy

princeeugeneofsavoy

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May 26, 2023
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I could never do this myself, you're very though. Hope everything goes as you planned.
Thank you!
The way I'm thinking is even if I don't properly blood choke myself I'll be too drunk to notice and just die any of the ways hanging can kill.
Worst case scenario ofc.

:)
Sorry life was harsh to you - i wish you all peace and love and i hope you find the freedom youre looking for ❤
Nothing was bad to me, I just did bad things and this is the right thing to do. I had a great life and I didn't respect that.

:)
 
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HerculePoirot

(Frozen account)
Sep 25, 2022
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Kind of rational suicide?
 
Das Nichts

Das Nichts

Dead Man Walking
Apr 8, 2023
520
The way I'm thinking is even if I don't properly blood choke myself I'll be too drunk to notice and just die any of the ways hanging can kill.
Worst case scenario ofc.
Fingers crossed you get the best case. What stuff are you downing ?
 
princeeugeneofsavoy

princeeugeneofsavoy

Member
May 26, 2023
76
Kind of rational suicide?
Exactly! Hopefully, I should make everything alright and hopefully, I will have made up for everything.

:)
Fingers crossed you get the best case. What stuff are you downing ?
I'm just having a couple of beers, then I'll probably finish a bottle of rum I have and start a bottle of wine. Gonna take some sleeping pills as well maybe 20 mins before I start the 'process'.

:)
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I'm sorry that life brought you to this point. I wish you all the best with your plan and I hope you have the strength you need. I hope you find peace & freedom! Good luck & farewell!
 
CW36

CW36

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Best of luck! If you finish a bottle of rum, beers and start on the wine, well that's impressive in itself. So you've not gone with a slipknot?
 
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princeeugeneofsavoy

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May 26, 2023
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I'm sorry that life brought you to this point. I wish you all the best with your plan and I hope you have the strength you need. I hope you find peace & freedom! Good luck & farewell!
Thank you, I don't want peace I want forgiveness, but I haven't earned that. Everything I have done is of my choosing and is my fault.

:)
To be honest with you, I'm a fisherman, so I know it as a salmon knot, but It's basically a noose, three loops and back through.
Thank you also, I doubt I'll feel a thing.
:)
 
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CW36

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Jul 23, 2023
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Thank you, I don't want peace I want forgiveness, but I haven't earned that. Everything I have done is of my choosing and is my fault.

:)
To be honest with you, I'm a fisherman, so I know it as a salmon knot, but It's basically a noose, three loops and back through.
Thank you also, I doubt I'll feel a thing.
:)
Interesting indeed. I wish you a peaceful end my fisherman friend 👌🏼
 
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princeeugeneofsavoy

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May 26, 2023
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Self-inflicted death penalty...
Basically, and It's 1000% justified, one of my friend's freinds did it for similar reasons, so he's gonna have another tonight...
Interesting indeed. I wish you a peaceful end my fisherman friend 👌🏼
Thank you for the rhyme, I'll be thinking about this :)
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Basically, and It's 1000% justified, one of my friend's freinds did it for similar reasons, so he's gonna have another tonight...

Thank you for the rhyme, I'll be thinking about this :)
All personal reasons are fully legit and death is the final relief!
 
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HerculePoirot

(Frozen account)
Sep 25, 2022
763
Looks like you are punishing yourself.
Perhaps you are extremely severe..
 
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CW36

CW36

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Jul 23, 2023
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I kid you not, I was listening to Sailing By last night for the first time in ages. I presume that's still used for the shipping forecast?
 
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princeeugeneofsavoy

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I kid you not, I was listening to Sailing By last night for the first time in ages. I presume that's still used for the shipping forecast?
What? I don't know what you mean but I assume that.s sea fishing, I live in an area with lots of rivers so I go there mostly. Although I do occasionally go on a mate's boat out to sea. Sorry aha.

:)
 
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LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
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I'm just a stranger but thanks so much for your contribution, and I'm so sad.
Looks like you are punishing yourself.
Perhaps you are extremely severe..

As far as I'm concerned, this is reasonable,I don't want to get into things, but I do deserve this. I need it.

:)
You'll send yourself to the gallows.
I don't know what's your worst deed,
But I think freedom follows -
@princeeugeneofsavoy, Godspeed 💙💛
 
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Pidgeons_Sparrows

Pidgeons_Sparrows

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Apr 16, 2023
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i wish you peace, i suck at partial
 
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CW36

CW36

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Jul 23, 2023
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What? I don't know what you mean but I assume that.s sea fishing, I live in an area with lots of rivers so I go there mostly. Although I do occasionally go on a mate's boat out to sea. Sorry aha.

:)
Ah I see sorry, I assumed sea fishing probably because of Sailing By! The only fish I ever caught was covered and batter and served with chips. Not much pride to be had there for me.
 
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princeeugeneofsavoy

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May 26, 2023
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Someone decided to walk in, ive explained away the noose but I need to do it now before they call someone.

Bye
 
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soonatpeace777888

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Jul 4, 2023
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Someone decided to walk in, ive explained away the noose but I need to do it now before they call someone.

Bye
I suggest you hold off. The possibility of being interrupted is too great for you at this point.
 
princeeugeneofsavoy

princeeugeneofsavoy

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May 26, 2023
76
I suggest you hold off. The possibility of being interrupted is too great for you at this point.
If I am interrupted, they won't believe me, it's better if I do it. I'm struggling to get the spot.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,247
I wish you strength and hope you to be successful when this is your true desire!! All the best!! Farewell!!
 

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