curating a detailed ctb scenario in my head

[flyinghigh]

I don't know but since last night I'm thinking of proper methods to ctb, and they seem reliable too. I am not someone who actively wants to ctb but I don't see anyth getting better for me in the future which is why I think ctb is the only option for me. But at the same time, its quite tiring to keep thinking of a specific scenario because it makes it feel more and more real.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome to the club! It's very similar here. You seem to be at a very early stage right now, I'm done with that, just when and where and what's the final trigger is open.

 

[flyinghigh]

Welcome to the club! It's very similar here. You seem to be at a very early stage right now, I'm done with that, just when and where and what's the final trigger is open.

no it happens often, but if im stuck on one method for a while it gets overwhelming for me especially now that i'm considering recovery lol

 

[FuneralCry]

I think it's really understandable as to why you would be thinking about ctb methods as after all in such a horrible world there is no real relief from suffering, and to die would solve all the problems that existing brings. Existence really is so unnecessarily cruel but anyway I wish you the best.