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Suffering will end when the existence does.
Jul 6, 2023
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I've prepared everything last night including a letter for my parents and my gf.

So, I eventually decided to go for partial hanging instead of SN (flushed it away in the toilet ;/) because I just can't do poisoning, it's too scary for me. And I have practiced a lot so I trust myself.

I made a method thread a few days ago for partial hanging and that's exactly how it will be done.


I just wanna thank the people in this site for being here for each other. I haven't talked to many people personally but to who I did, thanks for everything!

In an hour I will go to a place where I used to be with my gf when we were teenagers. I feel very calm there and there is a big tree with thick branches so it'll be perfect.

Will reply to this thread right before letting myself go.

Thanks again everyone. It was nice meeting ya.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,870
I hope you find the freedom you search for, best wishes.
 
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アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
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Good luck, I hope you have a smooth transition and find relief from this world.
 
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Wehmut

Wehmut

it's not fair...
Apr 13, 2023
53
I hope you find peace in eternal sleep. Farewell and best wishes to you!!!
 
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silentcicada

silentcicada

Silhouettes on the ceiling
Aug 2, 2023
138
I wish you the best, good luck my friend.
 
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XenoPyo

XenoPyo

눈을 감자
Aug 16, 2023
47
Goodluck and wishing you safe travels.
 
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venin

venin

Text
Jul 28, 2023
756
I've prepared everything last night including a letter for my parents and my gf.

So, I eventually decided to go for partial hanging instead of SN (flushed it away in the toilet ;/) because I just can't do poisoning, it's too scary for me. And I have practiced a lot so I trust myself.

I made a method thread a few days ago for partial hanging and that's exactly how it will be done.


I just wanna thank the people in this site for being here for each other. I haven't talked to many people personally but to who I did, thanks for everything!

In an hour I will go to a place where I used to be with my gf when we were teenagers. I feel very calm there and there is a big tree with thick branches so it'll be perfect.

Will reply to this thread right before letting myself go.

Thanks again everyone. It was nice meeting ya.
Sorry to see you go but happy your suffering is ending 🫂
 
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Amidaa

Amidaa

How come we are brought here to just suffer
Aug 14, 2023
67
Farewell friend, have a safe journey to your freedom hope everything will go smoothly. 🤗
 
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TheMetalhead

Experienced
Aug 18, 2023
206
May you finally rest, good luck in that last journey of yours.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,313
Good luck! Safe travels! I hope you find peace & freedom! Farewell!
 
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Yukiisbusywriting

New Member
Mar 13, 2023
3
Take care my friend in whatever way you select whether it is giving up on life or not what matters is you are satisfied
 
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tpboy

tpboy

No Karma Cafe
Aug 4, 2023
491
On the other side.
 
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F Sea

F Sea

Inside 🌊🌊🌊
Aug 9, 2023
170
020x.
Farewell, if this is your decision.
And thanks for sharing that knowledge about your method with us.
 
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HappyForever?

Love from the deepest dream
Feb 14, 2021
325
Goodbye. I wish you a peaceful journey, and I hope you find what you are looking for.
 
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punkarmadillo

punkarmadillo

Member
Jan 18, 2023
50
Wish I could go with you. But my options gone. I won't risk mistakes or failures. Will be reading your method thread.
 
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Mxverick

Mxverick

Member
Aug 12, 2023
90
I will miss your presence, peace :heart:
 
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020x

Suffering will end when the existence does.
Jul 6, 2023
249
Everything is ready. Going for it.
 
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Darocba

Member
Aug 17, 2023
14
See you on the other side
 
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Mxverick

Mxverick

Member
Aug 12, 2023
90
Want to share something before CTBing?

What are your last thoughts?
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
Go peacefully and well; all troubles coming to an end, sleep soundly and peacefully tired unmet friend.
 
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x0nSS

Member
Aug 11, 2023
37
Respect your strength to go for hanging over SN.

Suffering will end when the existence does.

Good choice of words. Good choice in action. See you in what comes after.
 
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AnonGermany

AnonGermany

Student
Jul 9, 2023
157
I wish you all the best. Safe travels ❤
 
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StolenLife

Warlock
Sep 19, 2022
740
Goodbye. I hope that it will be a peaceful and painless journey.
 
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Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
1,654
Good luck and may your journey be pleasant.
 
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Tulip<3

Student
Aug 16, 2023
111
I'm so sorry life has brought you to this place. I hope you are in a good place now, at peace 💛
 
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All the best with your decision but I have to say, that was irresponsible to flush SN away just like that.
 
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Anon7b8

Experienced
Aug 21, 2023
265
Safe travels. May you find the peace you seek.
 
TheDog_

TheDog_

Member
Feb 25, 2023
97
I like your profile picture. I'm sorry this is how you have to go
 

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