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highndry

highndry

Member
Jan 23, 2021
44
So, I am now going to attempt to CTB, my method is SN. I've followed the following regime:

1600 begin fasting, drinking water only
2100 stop drinking water
2300 ibuprofen 600mg
2315 buccastem
2330 prepare SN shots x3
2330 antacid double dose
2335 prepare SN shots x3
2350 zopiclone
2359 mouthwash
0000 SN drink + more mouthwash

I won't bore you with anything but thank you to everyone that has been supportive, offered advice and helped me get ready to CTB.

Hopefully, I am successful - if I haven't replied to this post within a week or so, you'll know I've succeeded.
 
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Fin

Fin

Normality is a crowd-sourced fantasy.
Apr 20, 2019
93
Safe travels, my friend. I realize we'll probably never meet, but on the off-chance we do, I hope we can nod together while listening to Jeff Buckley and forgetting our past lives on this miserable planet. Thank you for your friendship, for your poems, for your songs, for everything you've meant and will mean to me. I will never forget you and I'm already missing you.

A.
 
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Thanatos

Outsider
Mar 23, 2018
364
Best wishes.
 
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Need2Escape

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Jun 4, 2021
77
Safe Travels.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I wish you peace on your journey
✨ ✨
 
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C

Cakes

She/Her
Oct 25, 2020
362
Wishing you a safe journey. :heart:
 
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brad

Member
Jul 14, 2021
7
Best wishes.. I'm CTB tonight as well. I have to die, don't need to yet - but have to do it. Hoping a mix of rx meds and a partial suspension finally do it. My ETD is 0200 eastern time
 
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Dymming Star6

Dymming Star6

Member
Jul 19, 2021
43
May you find your much needed peace on the otherside:heart:
 
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Bullit

Bullit

Mage
May 6, 2021
504
Good luck! I don't know what else to say,you are brave to doit,but to have to end our own lives,that's so sad.
 
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Largeletters

Largeletters

Alone
Jan 21, 2020
640
I hope you find the peace you seek, I'm sorry life has lead you in this direction. I hope it's good on the other side.
 
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insanedoomer

insanedoomer

Zé"HaZarD
Jan 10, 2021
244
safe journey
 
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Jumping_realms

Jumping_realms

★☆★ ☠️★☆★
Jul 4, 2021
483
Rest easy, friend.
 
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Cant Maintain

Cant Maintain

Garbage Fire
Aug 21, 2020
147
Wishing you well. Hope that you have found the peace you seek.
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,394
Wishing you a very comfortable and pleasant journey and may you find everlasting peace and tranquility :heart::hug:
 
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xkonstantinexx

xkonstantinexx

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Jun 11, 2021
78
I hope you find the peace that you seek and safe travels.
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
857
Im sorry it's come to this, but I hope that you are no longer suffering & can find the peace & comfort you deserve. :hug::heart:
 
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pure soul

Student
Jul 17, 2021
131
So, I am now going to attempt to CTB, my method is SN. I've followed the following regime:

1600 begin fasting, drinking water only
2100 stop drinking water
2300 ibuprofen 600mg
2315 buccastem
2330 prepare SN shots x3
2330 antacid double dose
2335 prepare SN shots x3
2350 zopiclone
2359 mouthwash
0000 SN drink + more mouthwash

I won't bore you with anything but thank you to everyone that has been supportive, offered advice and helped me get ready to CTB.

Hopefully, I am successful - if I haven't replied to this post within a week or so, you'll know I've succeeded.
Hope u find peace
 
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Freelyffe88

Freelyffe88

Member
Jun 28, 2021
98
So, I am now going to attempt to CTB, my method is SN. I've followed the following regime:

1600 begin fasting, drinking water only
2100 stop drinking water
2300 ibuprofen 600mg
2315 buccastem
2330 prepare SN shots x3
2330 antacid double dose
2335 prepare SN shots x3
2350 zopiclone
2359 mouthwash
0000 SN drink + more mouthwash

I won't bore you with anything but thank you to everyone that has been supportive, offered advice and helped me get ready to CTB.

Hopefully, I am successful - if I haven't replied to this post within a week or so, you'll know I've succeeded.
Good luck with everything... we're thinking of you!
 
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aminend

aminend

Warlock
May 24, 2020
746
I wish u luck. I hope u see better world than this
 
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Alcatraz_anthrax

Alcatraz_anthrax

waiting in line to ctb
Jun 27, 2021
59
my best wishes are with you
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,728
Wishing you lots of love and peace be with you. Walter
 
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Rhaiyne

Rhaiyne

"To be - or not to be.... That is the question"
Jul 4, 2021
107
Safe journey
 
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brad

Member
Jul 14, 2021
7
Best wishes.. I'm CTB tonight as well. I have to die, don't need to yet - but have to do it. Hoping a mix of rx meds and a partial suspension finally do it. My ETD is 0200 eastern time
Didn't work last night/this morning. I've evidently built up a tolerance to the pills after years of cancer treatments. Swiped 3 muscle relaxers from the spouse and just took with a couple Clonidine and Oxy. Once it kicks in all I have to do is slip in the noose. The pills will make me much more weaker and "relaxed" so won't have much fight in me to try and survive. Love on.. ✌
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,216
If this is your choice, then I wish you peace.
 
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BrokenArrow

BrokenArrow

Student
Feb 6, 2021
175
I hope OP found peace. They didn't post anything today, so I'm assuming they were successful?
 
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whitefeather

whitefeather

Thank the gods for Death
Apr 23, 2020
527
Thank you.
 
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