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KinderCorn

KinderCorn

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Apr 1, 2026
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When I see CTB I always read it as "close the book" (I know others read as "catch the bus"). Curious, does anyone else read it my way?

I feel like it's a bit more poetic, final, and empowering than catch the bus, but idk maybe it doesn't matter so long as we all know what we're talking about.
 
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glass-petal

glass-petal

fatigued hermit
Apr 7, 2026
20
i've always read it as catch the bus, probably because i looked up the meaning long ago instead of taking the time to interpret it for myself haha. i do quite like your interpretation, it's undeniably powerful and fitting that you're the one in control of choosing the ending to your own story.
 
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fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
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i like catch the bus more just because it's like getting out of the situation... but you're right, it's probably more like close the book... i just... i prefer catch the bus... maybe i'm old fashioned that way.
 
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Smiles & Giggles

Life is suffering
Apr 23, 2026
20
I always read it as "Cease to be"
 
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