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pudds

pudds

things get better at first, then they get worse
Aug 8, 2021
19
(posted this in both public and private discussions forums )

As said in the title, I'll be ctb with the SN method.

Got my SN delivered and was able to purchase meto where I live. What's missing for me are the recommended benzos and antacids , though I'm more focused on the former. Problem for me is that in my case, I can't get any unless I have prescription , not easy for me to get any street benzos either.

However I do have Pregabalin , but I'm not sure if it will work similarly to the benzos?

Thought about just going ahead with the SN and anti-emetics but I'm concerned it might make things more difficult for me during the process.

Would anyone have good knowledge or advice on this?
 
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Matchaaa

Matchaaa

Please excuse any tone misunderstandings,thank you
Dec 10, 2025
175
I have a similar situation and find it very difficult to get benzos,so I've considered using pregabalin instead.
however, I think the dosage of pregabalin depending on individual tolerance.since I've already built up a tolerance, I'm currently take 600–750 mg daily and find it hard to stop,so maybe I'll measure the effect of a high dose for CTB just to see.but I've noticed that pregabalin can irritate my stomach(my dose might too high.)because of the stomach pain,personally I tend to think this through more carefully.
 
Awesomefoid67

Awesomefoid67

she/it, terminally silly :3
Sep 10, 2024
787
pregabalin i think should work but beware it takes a few hours for the effects to kick in and for me personally it ends up making me really happy (when i was abusing it atleast) so that might interfere with plans but thats a very individual thing. gabapentinoids and benzos are pretty similar in terms of anti anxiety i think just different mechanisms of action and a few different effects (like pregabalin is also used for nerve pain unlike benzos)
it also depends how much you have/use
 
Topaz111

Topaz111

I can feel this body in revolt
Mar 9, 2026
87
I've been considering it too. I'm on 375mg but it does literally nothing for me (I wish I could quit it, but I got horrible GERD flareup when I tried tapering). So it would have to be pretty high for me to do anything. I might just take some hydroxyzine instead and hope for the best.
 

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