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strawberrysuffering

strawberrysuffering

Member
Nov 25, 2022
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I'm from the Netherlands and cannot find SN or SA anywhere. I do, however, have access to research chemicals. Does anyone know which research chemicals to use to CTB?
 
redbathingduck

redbathingduck

Student
Mar 20, 2023
145
I do not know about any research chemicals, but I do know where you can order sn from as someone who's also from the Netherlands. I'm not able to link it here I think but once I 'unlock' the messaging feature I could do so if you still want it
 
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Sparx

Specialist
Jan 4, 2023
324
I'm looking at these chemicals too. I've been advised that an RC opioid + RC benzo would do the trick.
 
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AVeryLazySloth

AVeryLazySloth

The Laziest
Mar 4, 2023
89
I suggest you look on the website of FC (or your other source) and see what they have in stock. Then go to the psychonautwiki to see what the effects/lethality of each substance is
 
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strawberrysuffering

strawberrysuffering

Member
Nov 25, 2022
35
I do not know about any research chemicals, but I do know where you can order sn from as someone who's also from the Netherlands. I'm not able to link it here I think but once I 'unlock' the messaging feature I could do so if you still want it
Wait how do we unlock the messaging feature?
I'm looking at these chemicals too. I've been advised that an RC opioid + RC benzo would do the trick.
Yeah I tried 1G of ODSMT and 300MG of bromazolam combined with a gram of DCK ket and survived
 
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Sparx

Specialist
Jan 4, 2023
324
Wait how do we unlock the messaging feature?

Yeah I tried 1G of ODSMT and 300MG of bromazolam combined with a gram of DCK ket and survived
You need more posts to unlock the messaging. 20 or so.

Wow that's awful. Although I think ODSMT is a comparatively weak opioid? I'm thinking one of the nitazene opiods with bromazolam.
 
strawberrysuffering

strawberrysuffering

Member
Nov 25, 2022
35
I do not know about any research chemicals, but I do know where you can order sn from as someone who's also from the Netherlands. I'm not able to link it here I think but once I 'unlock' the messaging feature I could do so if you still want it
Maybe I can put down one of my emails or something and you can reach me there?
Oh my, what were those side effects like?
Oh my God they were horrific and I suffered for like 2 months haha
You need more posts to unlock the messaging. 20 or so.

Wow that's awful. Although I think ODSMT is a comparatively weak opioid? I'm thinking one of the nitazene opiods with bromazolam.
Yeah ODSMT is the strongest available here in NL sadly
 
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Sparx

Specialist
Jan 4, 2023
324
Oh my God they were horrific and I suffered for like 2 months haha
Can you describe more? Because I might be using this method.

Did you lose conciousness? Was it unpleasant during the wait? What after effects did you suffer?
 
strawberrysuffering

strawberrysuffering

Member
Nov 25, 2022
35
Can you describe more? Because I might be using this method.

Did you lose conciousness? Was it unpleasant during the wait? What after effects did you suffer?
Lost consciousness, woke up and suffered cognitive fog, difficulty speaking, headaches, insomnia and memory loss for months.
 
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redbathingduck

redbathingduck

Student
Mar 20, 2023
145
Maybe I can put down one of my emails or something and you can reach me there?

I think that's not allowed in here? I believe the requirements for unlocking PM is to have your account be active for 24 hours and have like close to 19 messages? I unlocked it myself but I can't message you until you do too. The fastest way for you to unlock it would be to participate in the Off topic games on the forums to get non spam messages quick
 
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WaitingToGo

WaitingToGo

Experienced
Feb 18, 2023
233
Maybe I can put down one of my emails or something and you can reach me there?

Oh my God they were horrific and I suffered for like 2 months haha

Yeah ODSMT is the strongest available here in NL sadly
Is ODSMT stronger than fentanyl. I'm in the Netherlands too. My own research and help from people here has confirmed the qty of Fent and morphine I have is enough to ctb. Never heard of ODSMT.
 
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Sparx

Specialist
Jan 4, 2023
324
I think it's related to tramadol which is only a fraction of the strength of morphine. Fent is many times more potent than morph.
 
strawberrysuffering

strawberrysuffering

Member
Nov 25, 2022
35
Is ODSMT stronger than fentanyl. I'm in the Netherlands too. My own research and help from people here has confirmed the qty of Fent and morphine I have is enough to ctb. Never heard of ODSMT.
No way weaker
 
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JuliaOnTheNet

JuliaOnTheNet

pew pew pew
Feb 14, 2023
101
get the strong opioids, metonitazene or etonitaze-pipne, -pyne and so on all really potent benzimidazole's
 
strawberrysuffering

strawberrysuffering

Member
Nov 25, 2022
35
get the strong opioids, metonitazene or etonitaze-pipne, -pyne and so on all really potent benzimidazole's
Yeah not available on the clearnet here sadly and I cannot deliver packages to my own home; so I have to select a legal delivery drop point (e.g. PostNL punt or DHL pickup point)
i have an sn source from poland perhaps that could work for you?
Sadly and I cannot deliver packages to my own home; so I have to select a legal delivery drop point (e.g. PostNL punt or DHL pickup point) and I'm not sure if your polish source offers that?
 
Willthishelp?

Willthishelp?

Specialist
Jan 18, 2023
304
i have an sn source from poland perhaps that could work for you?
How fast did it arrive? I ordered the bloody expensive IC's and it takes over 3 weeks according to track and trace and he stated 1 week..! Can't wait that long…
 
AnonymousL

AnonymousL

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2023
423
I do not know about any research chemicals, but I do know where you can order sn from as someone who's also from the Netherlands. I'm not able to link it here I think but once I 'unlock' the messaging feature I could do so if you still want it
Have u found a way to message people yet? I'd like to know where to get it in the Netherlands.
 

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