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GoneTomorrow

GoneTomorrow

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May 16, 2026
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Hello all,

Well... this is it. I've absolutely no reason to live anymore, and I will CTB tonight by jumping off a 80m drop into water close to where I live. I've already taken a good dose of benzos and alcohol to help me fight off SI, and hopefully it will allow me to finally be able to go through with it. I've prepared goodbye messages to my family and my few remaining friends which I will send right before jumping, and I will call 911 just to make sure that emergency services find my body instead of some unfortunate stranger who would be traumatized for life.

I hope you all find peace in some way or another, whether shall it be through CTB or by finding the will to live again. I know I've only been here for a day, but it's been enough for me to realize that there are marvelous people on here, and I wish you all the best of luck.

I'll see you on the other side, if there is one.
 
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geepeedee

geepeedee

no future
Feb 24, 2026
246
goodbye, and good luck.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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Goodbye. Hopefully you find the peace you deserve
 
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bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
586
May you find your peace. ❤️
 
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kurgan

kurgan

Wanderer
Jun 6, 2025
338
Farewell and peace to you.
 
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Matchaaa

Matchaaa

pragmatics errors can kill me
Dec 10, 2025
350
I hope you find peace and relief.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,497
good luck, I hope you find peace ❤️‍🩹
 
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GoldenTicket

GoldenTicket

Perhaps the real nembutal is the friends we made
May 5, 2026
10
My heart breaks for you, I hope you are at peace now
 
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BlueMist96

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May 12, 2026
96
I hope you are able to find your peace 🫂
 
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coolliontigerragged

coolliontigerragged

Life is... weird.
Nov 28, 2025
30
Hello all,

Well... this is it. I've absolutely no reason to live anymore, and I will CTB tonight by jumping off a 80m drop into water close to where I live. I've already taken a good dose of benzos and alcohol to help me fight off SI, and hopefully it will allow me to finally be able to go through with it. I've prepared goodbye messages to my family and my few remaining friends which I will send right before jumping, and I will call 911 just to make sure that emergency services find my body instead of some unfortunate stranger who would be traumatized for life.

I hope you all find peace in some way or another, whether shall it be through CTB or by finding the will to live again. I know I've only been here for a day, but it's been enough for me to realize that there are marvelous people on here, and I wish you all the best of luck.

I'll see you on the other side, if there is one.
Calling 911 to make sure emergency services finds your body instead of traumatizing a passerby is.. I didnt even think about that! That in itself just shows how considerate you are(?) as a person.

I truly hope you find peace <3
 
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elle.xoxo

elle.xoxo

It's okay to run out of breath <3
Jul 25, 2025
13
Goodbye, I hope you find your peace wherever you are ❤️
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
808
Goodbye, good luck to you and thank you for your wishes 🕊️
 
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dasmurphy

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Mar 19, 2025
33
Take care, best of luck, I hope everything goes smooth
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,488
I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
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dewdfish

dewdfish

cross my heart and hope to die
Nov 30, 2025
185
Sleep well, I hope you find the peace you need and life never brought you 🌸✨💘
 
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Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
523
Have a good journey and hope the soul get the rest you need and deserve.

See you on the other side
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there is no shame in backing out. i do think jumpers have a balls of steel i never had that 1 thing for sure.
 
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