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weallhaveourghosts

Experienced
Mar 2, 2025
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Found a part of the lake near me that not many people go to. Was thinking of putting weights in my backpack and jumping in. Other option is hanging from my balcony but I don't have rope and like the drowning idea more.
 
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Yonlux

Yonlux

Smaller than a grain of salt at deep of sea
Jul 19, 2024
176
I feel bad for you, think better about that, drowning is pretty painful, whatever choice you will get, I hope that you can find the peace that you so wish🫂
 
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deadbidaylight

deadbidaylight

And the sun will set for you
Feb 27, 2025
535
I feel like this is an impulsive idea, which I wouldn't suggest. There are too many variables and SI during drowning would be really high. I'd sit back and really weigh your options before trying this method. It doesn't sound well thought out.
 
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Ixtab69

Ixtab69

Member
Mar 13, 2025
35
Found a part of the lake near me that not many people go to. Was thinking of putting weights in my backpack and jumping in. Other option is hanging from my balcony but I don't have rope and like the drowning idea more.
hanging doesn't require a rope at all...when it comes to methods you don't seem too privy
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,977
I hope you find peace from suffering, I wish you the best.
 
FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,823
I'm sorry for where you find yourself now, it sounds as if you are still thinking about it though. If you have not thought it through and are not sure, I hope you take the time to consider all implications, instead of doing something impulsive. Sending you love.
 
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Light_

Elementalist
Apr 9, 2024
830
I hope it was quick and peaceful. But maybe you changed your mind. Either way good luck to you.
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,972
Please rethink the drowning aspect. Back in March 1982, my best friend of all time drowned when I was on the shore, as I cannot swim and freak out in water.

I will NEVER EVER forget the look on his face as he was fighting, the horror AND the EXTREME pain that he was going through.

PLEASE do not. I just closed my eyes and can relive it all over again for ever and the pain and terror when nature kicked in.

Walter
 
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