Hey, you haven`t posted much, but some recent posts made it seem that you were not sure if you wanted to CTB.
Just wanted to let you know that if you are having a particularly bad day, i'm available to talk, even if you just want to vent stuff out, and i'm pretty sure much other people here too.
I don`t want to be intrusive, so i`ll just leave it at that. In any way, i wish you all the best, and send you a virtual hug