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toms_space_station

toms_space_station

Alien Observer
Jul 22, 2020
68
I'm so fucking tired and desperate. Was originally saving some money to get a room but I'm doing in the car instead. I'm a fucking idiot.
God why does this hurt so much

Stat Dose
00:00 - Stop eating food
06:00 - Stop intake of water
07:00 - 1000mg Paracetamol
07:20 - 3 x 10mg Metoclopramide
07:20 - Prepare 2 cups SN 20g in <50ml of water
08:00 - Drink SN

I have a few hours ahead before I have adequate fasting. I will update if I drink. If for some reason I change my mind, I will let you all know. And I hope for your understanding and compassion.
 
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tbh2023

Specialist
Nov 4, 2024
325
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I'm so fucking tired and desperate. Was originally saving some money to get a room but I'm doing in the car instead. I'm a fucking idiot.
God why does this hurt so much

Stat Dose
00:00 - Stop eating food
06:00 - Stop intake of water
07:00 - 1000mg Paracetamol
07:20 - 3 x 10mg Metoclopramide
07:20 - Prepare 2 cups SN 20g in <50ml of water
08:00 - Drink SN

I have a few hours ahead before I have adequate fasting. I will update if I drink. If for some reason I change my mind, I will let you all know. And I hope for your understanding and compassion.
Im sorry you're going through this. I hope you find peace with whatever decision you make.
 
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asthedayends00

asthedayends00

flyingtourist
Oct 18, 2024
199
Godspeed
 
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Yurin

Member
Nov 6, 2024
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Wish you luck and peace
 
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RiverOfLife

Student
Nov 7, 2024
116
I wish the best possible outcome for you. Whatever that may be.
 
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sadpups

Member
Oct 27, 2024
25
I'm so fucking tired and desperate. Was originally saving some money to get a room but I'm doing in the car instead. I'm a fucking idiot.
God why does this hurt so much

Stat Dose
00:00 - Stop eating food
06:00 - Stop intake of water
07:00 - 1000mg Paracetamol
07:20 - 3 x 10mg Metoclopramide
07:20 - Prepare 2 cups SN 20g in <50ml of water
08:00 - Drink SN

I have a few hours ahead before I have adequate fasting. I will update if I drink. If for some reason I change my mind, I will let you all know. And I hope for your understanding and compassion.
I hope that whatever happens you find the peace you deserve. If you change your mind, we will be here to support you and listen to you.
 
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seasons4changing

seasons4changing

Member
Nov 3, 2024
75
I hope for peace for you ❤️
 
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YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
1,388
This Is unfortunate please do what you want, but please make it your choice, do what you feel you need to whatever it may be, I wish for your peace alive and or in death, either way you deserve peace, if you at anytime feel like talking to someone my pms are open
 
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maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
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I hope peace & love find you🌹💔
 
opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,196
hoping you find the peace you seek.
 
SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
Very best wishes for your best outcome. Sorry life brings you to this.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,067
I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for, I wish you the best.
 
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lycheeginger

lycheeginger

no alarms and no surprises
Oct 21, 2023
44
Overdose is a myth,you can even take like 300pills and the chances are more likely that you will end up disabled than dead
1000mg is within the recommended dosage. i believe it's just meant as a blood thinner in this case
 
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ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
667
OP was last seen on the day of this thread being posted. Forever rest in peace, I hope you have found the happiness you were looking for.
 
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