CTB Tomorrow?

[TimeToPackUp]

I made a post recently and I was supposed to CTB last week, but I figured I buy another room for a week and ponder. I don't have the funds to afford anywhere else to stay, I'm not going to reach out to anyone because I don't want to be a burden. I'm hoping to CTB tomorrow night, the night before I have to be out. I'm going to a secluded place I found, shouldn't be discovered immediately after I CTB. I'm not making a note or anything, this should be my last my post before I CTB though. I will say the chat on this site is a better supportive group than anywhere else. I can talk about suicide without being judged nor encouraged. If it were a perfect world I could tell some close ones without worrying about being admitted somewhere, or making them think it's a cry for help. That's all, after I'm gone hopefully the recovery section gets more traffic and more stories. We don't deserve this.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

I hope you find peace.

 

[Unknown21]

Godspeed

 

[_smile_]

I'm sorry to hear this I wish you nothing but eternal peace

 

[diabolicalstar]

I hope you find the peace you deserve.

 

[TheHuman]

I'm glad that this site has helped you, rest easy man and may you find peace

 

[picklemick]

I understand. Wish you well and I hope your SI fucks off.

 

[Vizzy]

Hope you find peace and everything goes as you planned

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Yes this forum is a refuge for so many people out there who are suffering and cannot talk to anyone.

I hope you find peace and I wish you all the best!

 

[plurkid]

I'm sorry it came to this, but I wish you a smooth trip to the stars and hope you find the peace you seek. I appreciate this place too, no matter the person, they're accepted as they are and loved as they are.

 

[iceteadrinker]

good luck about everything!

 

[clavicals]

I'm sorry to hear this. I got to know you a bit yesterday in the chat and you're so supportive and have a lot of wisdom. Wisdom comes from being through really tough situations though and I have a feeling you've been through far too much for someone so young.
I hope you find your peace and don't have to suffer anymore. I'll remember you Sensi BS

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that you find freedom from all the suffering that existing brings.

 

[TAW122]

I may be late to this, but I hope you have found the peace you are searching for and no longer suffering in this world.