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amalgeng
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- Oct 27, 2024
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This will probably be my first and only post on this website, but I have wandered a lot on this website before and it's helpful in calming my nerves leading up to my decision. I desperately want things to be okay, and I desperately want to believe things could get better or is going to be alright, but ultimately my feelings tell me that I'm at the point of no return and that I will CTB tomorrow.
I have sorted through most of my feelings and clarified a lot of my thoughts over the past weeks and months leading up to this, and now I'm just in a state of calm. Is this how people normally feel when it feels like their death is imminent? It feels slightly surreal that I'm going to die tomorrow.
I have sorted through most of my feelings and clarified a lot of my thoughts over the past weeks and months leading up to this, and now I'm just in a state of calm. Is this how people normally feel when it feels like their death is imminent? It feels slightly surreal that I'm going to die tomorrow.