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SuffrInSilence

SuffrInSilence

Member
Sep 22, 2022
41
Got a method, got a plan. And it gives me a couple of days to finish some bits I need to do to leave my job in an okay state. I know what to do… I'm just scared.
im not scared of dying (I don't think so at least) but I'm scared of being caught. I'm scared of what I'm leaving behind for everyone else. I hate the idea that I'm making things worse for them. I need to hold my nerve.
 
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StolenLife

StolenLife

Warlock
Sep 19, 2022
740
It's okay, take your time. It's normal to be scared. Just make sure to stick to the plan. As for what you're leaving behind, things will still be tough on your loved ones no matter what you do if you ctb. I don't know your reasons, but sometimes enough is enough, and sometimes it's okay to leave if the pain is too strong, and it doesn't make you weak. I wish that you are able to find your inner peace, with or without ctb.
 
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Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
Got a method, got a plan. And it gives me a couple of days to finish some bits I need to do to leave my job in an okay state. I know what to do… I'm just scared.
im not scared of dying (I don't think so at least) but I'm scared of being caught. I'm scared of what I'm leaving behind for everyone else. I hate the idea that I'm making things worse for them. I need to hold my nerve.
Hope you find peace and everything goes well!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,847
I hate how we exist in this cruel world where there are so many risks involved in trying to die, other people really shouldn't have any right to interfere, but anyway I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 
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Letgo

Specialist
Apr 1, 2023
319
I wish you peace and rest whatever you choose. Thinkinh of you. <3
 
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SuffrInSilence

SuffrInSilence

Member
Sep 22, 2022
41
I hate how we exist in this cruel world where there are so many risks involved in trying to die, other people really shouldn't have any right to interfere, but anyway I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
Thank you. I'm so ready to be done.
 
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Jezzibell

Jezzibell

On my way out. Yayyyyy
Apr 21, 2023
709
Good luck. I hope its a peaceful, painless end xx
 
woh6

woh6

Student
May 13, 2023
187
Good luck! Don't dwell too much on what you're leaving behind, you won't be there to experience it anyways. I hope things work out for you,!
 
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