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micahz1968’

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Mar 7, 2025
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Right now I have a glass of ammonia cleaner on the floor and I'm sitting on my bed. I'm thinking about everything I've ever done, more wrong than right. My life has been in shambles for years and there's no way it's going to get better. Idk why I'm even writing this… the ammonia smells awful and I'm kind of scared. Who will find my body? Will they cremate me like I want them to? Will they not have any sort of service for me like I want them too? Will I cause too much pain? I don't think that many people will care. Eventually everyone will forget. Well this may be my last post. Cheers!🥂I hope if there is an afterlife it isn't unbearable.
 
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CatLvr

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Oh my, don't drink that!! I am all about pro-choice but you are just gonna wind up damaging your mouth, throat, airway and lungs and your stomach. And that damage will likely be permanent.

I get that you want to die. I do. But please don't do it in a way that you will most likely survive and will make your situation even worse than it already is.
 
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I hope you find the peace you search for, I wish you the best.
 

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