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sorrynormal

sorrynormal

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Apr 13, 2022
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My health failed me my reason for ctb
Are you able to get any legitimate pain meds? I was on pain meds for 10yrs but then my Dr retired and in the US it's now impossible to get opiates for any reason.
 
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Peace2peace

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Dec 26, 2024
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Are you able to get any legitimate pain meds? I was on pain meds for 10yrs but then my Dr retired and in the US it's now impossible to get opiates for any reason.
I really wish that was the solution unfortunately not
do you feel you will be dissatisfied if there is no feeling after death? (like complete oblivion, that is)
No
 
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chimera

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Oct 30, 2024
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not a ctb related question but something that in curious about regardless, whats your favorite song currently?
 
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Peace2peace

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Dec 26, 2024
348
not a ctb related question but something that in curious about regardless, whats your favorite song currently?
Wake me up by avicii
 
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itwasallascream

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May 19, 2024
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Sometimes it gets to a point where u will no longer be afraid
How do I get to this point? I want to ctb and have my sn but keep.backing our because I'm afraid. My life is so miserable and I am completely alone. I have no future and my past is full of pain and chaos. Why am I afraid to leave and how can I get over this and just leave?
 
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Peace2peace

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Dec 26, 2024
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How do I get to this point? I want to ctb and have my sn but keep.backing our because I'm afraid. My life is so miserable and I am completely alone. I have no future and my past is full of pain and chaos. Why am I afraid to leave and how can I get over this and just leave?
I feel the same hv been on it for months its the fear of unknown wish it was peaceful
 

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