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Notforlong

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Sep 19, 2022
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I am just curious if anyone have put time into making a ctb playlist or have a specific song for your last moments? I do not think I will have much time before passing out once I hit myself with the amount of benzos I plan to use so I went with a single song. It is a custom music video showing amazing places of the world with Enya's Caribbean Blue playing in the background. I am not usually a fan of this music but it is so peaceful.
 
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puppet_nihilist

puppet_nihilist

cogito, ergo sum
Jan 8, 2021
227
I'll listen to Nine inch nails all the love in the world because it just speaks to me and it reached me in ways that no other song I've listened to have (also was recommended by a good friend). I'll also listen to anNina's Natal album because it's so peaceful and holds some memories for me.

Problem is I might get too emotional, does it count if do this the night before the big event?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I probably wouldn't listen to music as I actually leave this world but I do like the sound of listening to Funeral Cry by Dark Sanctuary, which I've mentioned in other threads.
 
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Notforlong

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I probably wouldn't listen to music as I actually leave this world but I do like the sound of listening to Funeral Cry by Dark Sanctuary, which I've mentioned in other threads.
I will give it a listen!
I'll listen to Nine inch nails all the love in the world because it just speaks to me and it reached me in ways that no other song I've listened to have (also was recommended by a good friend). I'll also listen to anNina's Natal album because it's so peaceful and holds some memories for me.

Problem is I might get too emotional, does it count if do this the night before the big event?
One of the first albums I ever owned was follow the leader.

Edit: For some reason I interpreted that as Korn! I've clearly started the day off with too many benzos.
 
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bustboe

bustboe

Liquid Boe
Mar 10, 2023
40
I have always said Exit Music(for a film) - Radiohead is the song i wanna go out too. Might be generic but idc ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
 
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ElfenLied

ElfenLied

Aren't we all monsters inside?
Jan 15, 2023
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InaudibleEcho

InaudibleEcho

Oh, it’s a reasonable sacrifice
Jun 23, 2023
45
I have a whole playlist but i'd love to die to Teen Idle by MARINA. It's my favorite song right now and encapsulates how I feel so well.
 
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12_Years_Late

12_Years_Late

“May it please you.” — Ben Pollack
Jun 19, 2023
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Three hours before I begin waiting for my method, I'll play this:

 
lainpilled

lainpilled

internet dweller (^་།^)
Jul 17, 2023
20
I love Serial xperiments Lain, so before ctbing and entering the wired, I think I shall simply play Duvet by Boa, or perhaps that whole album! Other than that, ctbing to a song like Nyan Cat theme could be funny and hopefully ease some of the pain before ctbing
 
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JC96178235

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Aug 26, 2022
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I am just curious if anyone have put time into making a ctb playlist or have a specific song for your last moments? I do not think I will have much time before passing out once I hit myself with the amount of benzos I plan to use so I went with a single song. It is a custom music video showing amazing places of the world with Enya's Caribbean Blue playing in the background. I am not usually a fan of this music but it is so peaceful.
Mac Miller - Circles & Good News
 
アホペンギン

アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
2,191
I'm gonna listen to some peaceful music, just haven't decided what i'll pick yet.
 

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