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ChronoTimePulse

ChronoTimePulse

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Jun 26, 2023
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Hello, Just leaving a farewell memoir here. I am a fairly new member on this forum, I don't know anyone on here. I am glad to have found this website. After much of lurking around, SN Bible seems to appealed to me the most, without further hesitation I went on and bought SN and it has just arrived a day ago.

I bought 2 SN Bottle 500g (Laboratory Grade)
1 Bottle to be brought with me to the location of my CTB.
1 for backup hidden in another location incase if I survive and I'm being monitored for all safety reasons.

I gotten Metoclopramide and Ibuprofen, so I am all set.

I am still waiting for my Digital Scale and Nitrite Test Kits that will be arriving maybe in a day or two.

Then it's off to CTB day. My choice of location would be a Hotel Room will be staying for a few days to make sure it's CTB Guarantee without interruptions.

(Regimen is still to be concluded)

Current state, I'm feeling excited yet nervous and agitated at the same time... I am getting impatient trying to remain rational and claim to avoid any suspicion due that I'm still living with my parents. I wish I had time to get to know everyone of you who are reading this post but I want to sincerely thank those to took the time to read this.

To the Mods Team, Community running this website you guys are invaluable asset to the world.

To Fellow CTBs, I wish you all the best!

If anyone have any questions feel free to ask at this moment.

I will keep this Thread updated until CTB day is confirmed
 
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The sun goes down
Jul 17, 2023
76
I wish you the best of luck.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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It must be relieving to have such a good method like SN available! I wish you all the best with your plan a pleasant journey and I hope you find peace! Good luck!
 
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90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
it sounds like you've put together a solid plan. i wish you the best of luck <3
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that when the time is right for you to leave you find the freedom you search for.
 
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Jun 26, 2023
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There are various methods of sourcing...Although I've been reading a lot of post on here.. No one seem to mention another way of getting them is through
1) MB ... (Be Creative, Don't be stupid walking in asking for SN directly that would be sus) however quantity provided by these companies are very small that should be enough given the lethal dose is 25g u should be able to get 75 to 100g from these companies Food Grade.
2)Online Eccommerce. Where I am from there is (express shipping) that ships the SN to nearby "Pick up Location" so it wont ship directly to your home.
3)School or Science Laboratory Suppliers to avoid any suspicion to arouse buy SN (Lab Grade) with other materials
4) Chemical Companies < this method however to be safe and purchase without questions asked u can create an "Enterprise/Sole proprietorship company and proceed to buy. Make your business registration is in relation to what your doing.

Hope this helps
How did you get the SN?
I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that when the time is right for you to leave you find the freedom you search for.
Thank you so much!
 
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I wish you all the best with your ctb, I got my SN from a chemical supplier company, same grade and same amount of sn as well. Luckily where I'm from, they deliver to private residences no problem.

I'm left with getting a digital scale too. No idea when I'll take that final step to CTB. If you wanna share ideas for a regimen, I'm down.
 
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bedhead_baby

stupid selfish baby
Jul 16, 2023
115
Pace yourself and be safe, I hope you find peace.
 
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poisonous
May 26, 2022
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Sounds like a good plan. Try to remain calm as possible, try to think or do other activities while waiting to avoid heavy si. Keep us updated
 
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SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
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Best wishes for a smooth journey.
 
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Jun 26, 2023
27
Digital Scale and Nitrite Test Kit arrived! Just had my last meal and now the start of the 12 hour fast. I plan to keep my regimen simple:-
Shortly after 12 hour fasting.
1x meto every hour for 4 hours
1x Ibuprofen following the 3rd hour
Then proceed to CTB SN drink
 
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numbnesshuman

People who get lost
May 13, 2023
63
I hope you have a smooth journey:happy:
 
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Fasting Extended to 24 Hours
 
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doneforlife

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Jul 18, 2023
554
Hello, Just leaving a farewell memoir here. I am a fairly new member on this forum, I don't know anyone on here. I am glad to have found this website. After much of lurking around, SN Bible seems to appealed to me the most, without further hesitation I went on and bought SN and it has just arrived a day ago.

I bought 2 SN Bottle 500g (Laboratory Grade)
1 Bottle to be brought with me to the location of my CTB.
1 for backup hidden in another location incase if I survive and I'm being monitored for all safety reasons.

I gotten Metoclopramide and Ibuprofen, so I am all set.

I am still waiting for my Digital Scale and Nitrite Test Kits that will be arriving maybe in a day or two.

Then it's off to CTB day. My choice of location would be a Hotel Room will be staying for a few days to make sure it's CTB Guarantee without interruptions.

(Regimen is still to be concluded)

Current state, I'm feeling excited yet nervous and agitated at the same time... I am getting impatient trying to remain rational and claim to avoid any suspicion due that I'm still living with my parents. I wish I had time to get to know everyone of you who are reading this post but I want to sincerely thank those to took the time to read this.

To the Mods Team, Community running this website you guys are invaluable asset to the world.

To Fellow CTBs, I wish you all the best!

If anyone have any questions feel free to ask at this moment.

I will keep this Thread updated until CTB day is confirmed
Even I am new here. I can see SN being available in Amazon. Could you please let me know from where can I get Nitrite test kit. I am not from USA.
Hello, Just leaving a farewell memoir here. I am a fairly new member on this forum, I don't know anyone on here. I am glad to have found this website. After much of lurking around, SN Bible seems to appealed to me the most, without further hesitation I went on and bought SN and it has just arrived a day ago.

I bought 2 SN Bottle 500g (Laboratory Grade)
1 Bottle to be brought with me to the location of my CTB.
1 for backup hidden in another location incase if I survive and I'm being monitored for all safety reasons.

I gotten Metoclopramide and Ibuprofen, so I am all set.

I am still waiting for my Digital Scale and Nitrite Test Kits that will be arriving maybe in a day or two.

Then it's off to CTB day. My choice of location would be a Hotel Room will be staying for a few days to make sure it's CTB Guarantee without interruptions.

(Regimen is still to be concluded)

Current state, I'm feeling excited yet nervous and agitated at the same time... I am getting impatient trying to remain rational and claim to avoid any suspicion due that I'm still living with my parents. I wish I had time to get to know everyone of you who are reading this post but I want to sincerely thank those to took the time to read this.

To the Mods Team, Community running this website you guys are invaluable asset to the world.

To Fellow CTBs, I wish you all the best!

If anyone have any questions feel free to ask at this moment.

I will keep this Thread updated until CTB day is confirmed
Even I am new here. I can see SN being available in Amazon. Could you please let me know from where can I get Nitrite test kit. I am not from USA
I wish you all the best with your ctb, I got my SN from a chemical supplier company, same grade and same amount of sn as well. Luckily where I'm from, they deliver to private residences no problem.

I'm left with getting a digital scale too. No idea when I'll take that final step to CTB. If you wanna share ideas for a regimen, I'm down.
What is a digital scale. Sorry to ask .I am new here.
 
Dwa23500

Dwa23500

Sailing the cosmic ocean
Jul 18, 2023
7
Good luck my friend, I hope you find your peace.
 
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ChronoTimePulse

Member
Jun 26, 2023
27
Damn I don't know how to read the testing is my nitrite real or not?
 

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drearybreadd

nomnomnomnom
Jul 16, 2023
27
Damn I don't know how to read the testing is my nitrite real or not?
Are you sure you used the kit correctly? 0 ppm means there is NO nitrite (SN) present. Maybe your supplier sent you the wrong thing, or you accidentally purchased nitrATE, or you messed up the test kit. Try testing again. More purple = more SN.
 

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