TheSoundofTime
In time you will find peace...
- Aug 9, 2020
- 71
Hi all,
has been a long time since I posted anything. Been hard times - @LetzteAusfahrt gone, @snuff gone...... took me some time to get back on track.
I saw some of the posts, not just from now but from later on as well - most of us (including me) overcomplicate ctb
First of all, I don't know anything about chemicals like SN,N, exit bag methods including gas or etc, but except that - it's simple as that:
1. Want to shoot yourself? Shoot. Does not matter the bullet, does not matter the calliber, the make, the country its made in. If you can take a shot to you head - you are dead, just make sure no one enters the place for an hour.
2. want to hang yourself? take a damn rope, make a loose noose, attach to someting and hang yourself. Doesnt matter what kind of rope it is, how thick it is. What matters is in details- the attachment solid? no one around? thats it- what's the problem?
3. wanna jump? take tallest thing you can find and jump. simple as that.
in my opinion only, the details are a good reason to delay (also understandable reason - you don't want to fuck it up) but also devil lies in the details - concentrating on them will not get you anywhere.
Fellas, I hope you don't take this post as angry it is just observation of all of us and me as well.
We should focus on big picture - wanting to ctb and do it - my time is near.
Good luck everyone, hope this makes you think :)
has been a long time since I posted anything. Been hard times - @LetzteAusfahrt gone, @snuff gone...... took me some time to get back on track.
I saw some of the posts, not just from now but from later on as well - most of us (including me) overcomplicate ctb
First of all, I don't know anything about chemicals like SN,N, exit bag methods including gas or etc, but except that - it's simple as that:
1. Want to shoot yourself? Shoot. Does not matter the bullet, does not matter the calliber, the make, the country its made in. If you can take a shot to you head - you are dead, just make sure no one enters the place for an hour.
2. want to hang yourself? take a damn rope, make a loose noose, attach to someting and hang yourself. Doesnt matter what kind of rope it is, how thick it is. What matters is in details- the attachment solid? no one around? thats it- what's the problem?
3. wanna jump? take tallest thing you can find and jump. simple as that.
in my opinion only, the details are a good reason to delay (also understandable reason - you don't want to fuck it up) but also devil lies in the details - concentrating on them will not get you anywhere.
Fellas, I hope you don't take this post as angry it is just observation of all of us and me as well.
We should focus on big picture - wanting to ctb and do it - my time is near.
Good luck everyone, hope this makes you think :)