Discussion CTB Plan as coping

[naughtyNaughtyBear]

Does anyone feel that just having a way out planned improves your wellbeing?

I feel so, certainly.

Ive been in horrible situations in my past, and if I ever find myself stuck in such a situation id like to have a CTB plan lined up and ready.

 

[itsallogrenow]

Yeah I feel more calm and peaceful now that I have everything ready

 

[naughtyNaughtyBear]

Yeah I feel more calm and peaceful now that I have everything ready

May i ask what your plan is? Im still working on mine, and im not sure what to include or how to structure it

 

[Salkak]

Yeah it makes me feel better. I just resigned from a job . That would have devastated me if I didn't have a plan to off myself. It kind of provides a secure bubble of protection

 

[itsallogrenow]

May i ask what your plan is? Im still working on mine, and im not sure what to include or how to structure it

Yeah sure, I'm using SN, Meto and Propranolol. I was planning to CTB within the next 2 weeks but the mental health team are actually taking me seriously now and have given me medication and I am involved with the crisis team so I'm delaying it a few months to see if I feel better and if not I'll CTB as i would have tried everything

 

[naughtyNaughtyBear]

Yeah it makes me feel better. I just resigned from a job . That would have devastated me if I didn't have a plan to off myself. It kind of provides a secure bubble of protection

I know exactly what you mean, thats one of my feared scenarios as well

Yeah sure, I'm using SN, Meto and Propranolol. I was planning to CTB within the next 2 weeks but the mental health team are actually taking me seriously now and have given me medication and I am involved with the crisis team so I'm delaying it a few months to see if I feel better and if not I'll CTB as i would have tried everything

Thats wonderful news! I hope you get better man, reach out if you need a chat

 

[Maaizr]

it used to make me feel better or 'safe' but now im abit older it just makes me angry or anxious that i even have to do this

 

[amor.dor]

For me, the letter feels like a coping mechanism. I keep writing and rewriting it. Sometimes I stop, then read everything and think it's bad. Now, about my CTB plan, I already have it pretty clear on how to do it.

 

[kitsuneprime]

I don't have a specific plan, but knowing I have options I can access helps me. I've narrowed down to a list of methods, discounting ones I can't access in my country like firearms or I would never do like jumping, train. My conditions for CTB are very specific, but I have no way of predicting my life so my plans make me feel a bit better.

 

[p1peb0mb_]

Does anyone feel that just having a way out planned improves your wellbeing?

I feel so, certainly.

Ive been in horrible situations in my past, and if I ever find myself stuck in such a situation id like to have a CTB plan lined up and ready.

It does, helps with the anxiety of not knowing how to act when things go not as planned. Calms down mind knowing that there is always a plan of actions for any situations.

 

[lpdsvm]

It does help. I do not need a visa or a different passport for that type of exit. I am a fumbduck but found a method and I can when it's time.
I feel more confident and see things more clearly but stress that was caused by my boss makes me really less productive and my brain gets foggy. Feeling like I forgot how to do simple stuff.
But I just care less and it goes away fast.
Plus there is a new alternative to SN. Hope it will be verified soon.

 

[kufajoy]

Yeah keeping some escape option with me really makes me feel safe. My anxiety also dropped.

 

[naughtyNaughtyBear]

For me, the letter feels like a coping mechanism. I keep writing and rewriting it. Sometimes I stop, then read everything and think it's bad. Now, about my CTB plan, I already have it pretty clear on how to do it.

Yeah ive been caught in that loop before, i wanna write the best letter i can

It does help. I do not need a visa or a different passport for that type of exit. I am a fumbduck but found a method and I can when it's time.
I feel more confident and see things more clearly but stress that was caused by my boss makes me really less productive and my brain gets foggy. Feeling like I forgot how to do simple stuff.
But I just care less and it goes away fast.
Plus there is a new alternative to SN. Hope it will be verified soon.

Whats this new alternative?

 

[lpdsvm]

Whats this new alternative?

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