ctb on nov1st

[beachlifeindeath]

ive decided a date. im dying the same day as a book character(that i strongly resonate with) who commited suicide on november 1st. i wish i could drown myself, but im going to cut my arm instead. it probably wont work, but im still going to try and beat the odds. i dont have any access to other methods. ive been a cutter for almost my whole life, so im used to cutting super deep. it seems fitting to end my life this way. if i decide to change my mind, i will have bandages and butterfly closures on standby.

 

[アホペンギン]

You are right that it won't work and I strongly recommend you try finding another more reliable method available to you but if thats not possible, I wish you the best with your plans. Good luck.

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

There are far better methods of ctb than this.
The suicide resources page on this site lists plenty of alternative ways to go.
I hope you find peace when the time comes.

 

[FuneralCry]

As already said this method isn't really reliable but anyway I wish you the best of luck with your plans.

 

[conflagration]

What character died November 1st?

 

[beachlifeindeath]

What character died November 1st?

alright this is kinda embarrassing but he's actually from a fanfiction based off the band my chemical romance. if u get past the cringey fact its based on real people, the fanfic is pretty good! the way gerard's suicidality feels exactly like i do. ive always been obsessed with large bodies of water like the character, ive even tried to drown myself in the past before. i wish i could go out like him but i cant drive and i dont have money to use an uber.

the fanfic is called november 1st, you can find it on wattpad.