ctb off a hotel balcony

[BurningShipFractal]

if i cant find a building/roof to jump off of i might just book a hotel room and go to the balcony and jump off of there, i feel so guilty for doing it purely out of convenience rather than doing it for virtuous moral reasons like others such as not traumatizing their families. I honestly dont care if people see, they can stare all they want as long as it proves how much im hurting. I might find a tall hotel building and book a room on the top floor and jump from there.