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Rashmika26

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Jun 22, 2024
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Sorry if this is a stupid question but could i die painlessly by numbing myself with painkillers and then drinking bleach? Or would the painkillers not be strong enough?

I'm trying to hang myself but i cant compress my cartoids properly and i just get a really tight uncomfortable head like it's going to explode and i'm not sure if i can do it, but i need to ctb and i need to now. I coild also jump off a building but it's only 6 stories so i'm not sure it high enough? Please help me i need a working method so badly i habe to go asap.
 
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dolemitedrums

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Jun 12, 2024
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Can I ask why you need to CTB absolutely RIGHT NOW?

Also don't do the bleach thing.
 
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Rashmika26

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Jun 22, 2024
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Can I ask why you need to CTB absolutely RIGHT NOW?

Also don't do the bleach thing.
I was planning on doing it before the end of this month it's a deadline i set for myself. It's so painful to keep living every moment and having to live with the constant guilt of every failed attempt i've made recently, i need to now. I set an alarm for sunrise this morning and wanting to die in the woods to the sunrise but ig sunset would work too but i prefer sun rises it's a personal thing, i habe a rope btw.
 
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unfixablegirl

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Jul 6, 2024
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Hanging would be more peaceful as you pass out pretty quickly. I can't remember the exact time but my mother hung herself and the family was told she didn't suffer long. I wouldn't recommend the bleach thing. I knew someone who tried that and survived.
 
Undertow Mermaid

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Human Centipede is a tour de force
Feb 5, 2023
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Bleach is a really painful way to go, don't do it if you want to peacefully exit. Hanging would be easier to do in the woods since the trees around are readily available. Just pick one that can hold your weight. There are other threads on here on how to tie a noose easily enough.
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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Bleach is a really painful way to go, don't do it if you want to peacefully exit. Hanging would be easier to do in the woods since the trees around are readily available. Just pick one that can hold your weight. There are other threads on here on how to tie a noose easily enough.
How do you fi9nd a tree you can climb that has branches in the right spots and that no one would see you for 30 minutes- that is not easy to find in most areas, if you walk in rural wood a lot you might be able to find one, but most people probably can't
 
Undertow Mermaid

Undertow Mermaid

Human Centipede is a tour de force
Feb 5, 2023
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How do you fi9nd a tree you can climb that has branches in the right spots and that no one would see you for 30 minutes- that is not easy to find in most areas, if you walk in rural wood a lot you might be able to find one, but most people probably can't
I'm lucky I suppose that I live rural and in a pine tree forest. I've seen a few oak trees around that I think could support my weight and I wouldn't be seen for a long time. If someone want's to use a forest however I'm sure if you go off the path you can find a more secluded area. However, that lessens the chances your body will be found by anyone other than animals.
 
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Someone123

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I'm lucky I suppose that I live rural and in a pine tree forest. I've seen a few oak trees around that I think could support my weight and I wouldn't be seen for a long time. If someone want's to use a forest however I'm sure if you go off the path you can find a more secluded area. However, that lessens the chances your body will be found by anyone other than animals.
Nice idea, but if you go randomly walking around in forest s if could take a long tie to find a tree that you could climb and get to the branch you need, i dont think its feasible for me.
 

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