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tiredsquirrel

New Member
Apr 28, 2026
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Is there any possibility to ctb in a closed ward (fast method) .The doctors made a involuntary commitment for up to 6 weeks. I just cant take this any longer..
 
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uklad38

Student
Mar 27, 2026
197
I don't know what country your in but I was sent involuntary and I just pretended I was getting better and lied so they let me out. They said I'd be quicker to get out if I changed to voluntary but I refused.

I don't think there's any quick ways in there as everything that could be potentially used is usually taken away
 
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tiredsquirrel

New Member
Apr 28, 2026
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I don't know what country your in but I was sent involuntary and I just pretended I was getting better and lied so they let me out. They said I'd be quicker to get out if I changed to voluntary but I refused.

I don't think there's any quick ways in there as everything that could be potentially used is usually taken away
thank you very much for your fast reply. i'm from switzerland. very true. however im slowly losing patience and sanity and then it gets even harder to fake it.. because i have zero freedom or the possibility to go outside.
 
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uklad38

Student
Mar 27, 2026
197
thank you very much for your fast reply. i'm from switzerland. very true. however im slowly losing patience and sanity and then it gets even harder to fake it.. because i have zero freedom or the possibility to go outside.
Yeah when I first went in I was on what they call special 😭. And they would even say it to each other like they are on special, I knew the situation I was in and that I'd be closely monitored.

It's really tough but try hang in there.
 
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Happy Cat

Hopeless romantic
Dec 9, 2025
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I don't know what country your in but I was sent involuntary and I just pretended I was getting better and lied so they let me out. They said I'd be quicker to get out if I changed to voluntary but I refused.

I don't think there's any quick ways in there as everything that could be potentially used is usually taken away
It is definitely faster if you do voluntary but I don't know how it is in Switzerland
 
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uklad38

Student
Mar 27, 2026
197
It is definitely faster if you do voluntary but I don't know how it is in Switzerland
Yeah I'm not sure either. I refused to go voluntarily as I told them they basically took me in against my will when I only went to the hospital to check how I was physically because of a condition I have. I hope it gets better for the op
 
unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,284
Could you try to ask for euthanasia ? As it is legal in Switzerland ? You are maybe eligible ?
I hope you can still post here during the next weeks. it really helps to cope. Take care if they look into your phone. And tell them you feel better day after day (the best you can) and you're just very very tired. Never speak about suicide. I don't know how bad your situation is, but sometimes it can help.
I wish you the best during these bad times 💖🙏 We are here for you if you need to talk
 
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tiredsquirrel

New Member
Apr 28, 2026
3
Yeah when I first went in I was on what they call special 😭. And they would even say it to each other like they are on special, I knew the situation I was in and that I'd be closely monitored.

It's really tough but try hang in there.
thanks! all the best also for you
 
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purrpetrator

All my troubles on a burning pile.
Apr 9, 2026
41
I'm from the USA so it's probably different but, they make it REALLY difficult to CTB. I tried ending myself and I got caught.
They will come check on you pretty often. Sorry you're in this situation OP. Wards feel like a prison even if they're meant to help/stabilize. :(
 

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