CtB Medication OD

[downndone2]

So I have the following medicines and need some input please, I really don't want to hang/shoot myself/jump

Metoprolol 2000mg
Dilitizem (probably 30 days worth)
Oxy 300mg
Demerol 500mg
Gabapentin
Benadryl (2500-5000mg, could get more don't want to take much)
Approximately 120 days of lisinopril
Approximately 70 days of Telemisartan
3 Vials short acting insulin
5 vials long acting insulin
Antiemetic

What do you think... if I combined part of above meds (opiates, metoprolol, dilitizem, BP medicines..),it would do the trick?

I know OD has such a low success rate but I need to end it as peacefully as I can and within the next few months

I also suffer from a myriad of health problems, so hoping just that alone would make the OD successful....

I would love to get my hands on N or Fent but not seeing it happening. And don't want to use SN if I can avoid it.

 

[jodes2]

Look up the LD50 for each of them. The most promising one looked like lisinopril since you have 120 days of it but the ld50 is a massive 5g per kg. Unfortunately most drugs are pretty safe, and unless you mix meds which don't work well together, taking a mix of drugs probably isn't going to do any more than just taking the most lethal one, otherwise you're more likely to just vomit. Also you might want to consider how peaceful it's gonna be. I'd highly recommend reconsidering SN

 

[downndone2]

I was hoping metoprolol, BP meds, opiates, aniemetics might do the trick.

I can refill another month's work of metoprolol, so that would give me more to work with.

I am just scared shitless of SN. Oh how I wish I would've purchased N when D was still selling it. Damn!

I have other means but just don't want to use them