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Mud.

Mud.

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Oct 27, 2018
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All the best.
I hope you'll find the peace you're looking for.
 
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TheDude

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You and I have similar interests.

As a small child I would listen to Les Mis on repeat for hours on end.

My passion for the stock market started at about 12 years old as well. Benjamin Graham is a legendary value investor, but I think Charlie Munger is my favorite. I just re read Charlie's Almanac. Unfortunately being a great value investor has more to do with temperament than anything else and patience is something I don't have. Jesse Livermore is someone I feel like I can identify with the most and he shot himself.

Best of luck.
 
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You and I have similar interests.

As a small child I would listen to Les Mis on repeat for hours on end.

My passion for the stock market started at about 12 years old as well. Benjamin Graham is a legendary value investor, but I think Charlie Munger is my favorite. I just re read Charlie's Almanac. Unfortunately being a great value investor has more to do with temperament than anything else and patience is something I don't have. Jesse Livermore is someone I feel like I can identify with the most and he shot himself.

Best of luck.
I must agree as well.

The section on the multidisciplinary approach shaped a lot of how I organized my life. But as smart as those two men are, they are not artistic, they have suffered quite a bit of misfortunes and do not understand creativity and gentility. It's difficult to say how much of their charity is motivated by good faith rather than want for status. Not their fault of course, it's never really anyone's fault.

The third book is The Origins of Love and Hate by Ian Dishart Suttie. This is the finest written work I have come across, and after years, I was finally able to articulate my pain through his words. I suspect that the majority of members here would also find this work very relevant to the pain they are suffering, and to the reason why they are here.

Thank you for your well wishes.
 
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sleepy dog

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Please delete every trace to the source of your bottles.
 
JulienSorel

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I took my 6th dose of metoclopramide, following the schedule on the Peaceful Pill Handbook.

I just have a few last things set up before I send a letter to my folks telling them to come fetch my dog. She will have enough food to last until they get the letter.

I'll post one last time before I head off.
 
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I'm gonna go smoke a cigarette, throw my phone in the storm drain, and get some extra dog food ready. I even bought ice packs to help keep the dog food fresh longer.

I'll be reading and watching some YouTube videos until I'm ready. I still have plenty of metoclopramide if I want to wait a while longer, although it's really making my stomach hurt.

Goodbye guys, and let's hope the N isn't fake. I did not test it.
 
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I took my 6th dose of metoclopramide, following the schedule on the Peaceful Pill Handbook.

I just have a few last things set up before I send a letter to my folks telling them to come fetch my dog. She will have enough food to last until they get the letter.

I'll post one last time before I head off.


I'm gonna go smoke a cigarette, throw my phone in the storm drain, and get some extra dog food ready. I even bought ice packs to help keep the dog food fresh longer.

I'll be reading and watching some YouTube videos until I'm ready. I still have plenty of metoclopramide if I want to wait a while longer, although it's really making my stomach hurt.

Goodbye guys, and let's hope the N isn't fake. I did not test it.

Have a good journey
 
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Blackjack

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I’ll be watching...
Aug 6, 2019
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I'm gonna go smoke a cigarette, throw my phone in the storm drain, and get some extra dog food ready. I even bought ice packs to help keep the dog food fresh longer.

I'll be reading and watching some YouTube videos until I'm ready. I still have plenty of metoclopramide if I want to wait a while longer, although it's really making my stomach hurt.

Goodbye guys, and let's hope the N isn't fake. I did not test it.


Thank you for sharing the final steps of your journey with us. I wish you peace & success.
 
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Jean4

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Keep us up to date if you can, and please look after us. Safe journey.
 
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blanketyblk

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Jun 9, 2019
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We haven't interacted on this site. but i have read alot of your posts and you seem like such a wonderful thoughtful person. i'm so sorry life has gotten you to this point and all i can say say is Hugs!. ok..you just take care of you!
 
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Goodnight and God bless Julien Sorel, may you forever rest in peace
 
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sleepy dog

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I think he is done.
 
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Rachel74

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He is alive as he was online earlier today with a different method to CTB x
 
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He is alive as he was online earlier today with a different method to CTB x

His name is crossed out & his profile says he was last online yesterday. Is he back under a different name today? I'd like to chat with him about what happened with his N.
 
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His name is crossed out & his profile says he was last online yesterday. Is he back under a different name today? I'd like to chat with him about what happened with his N.
My apologies, I was thinking of someone else. Let's hope he's found peace x
 
Blackjack

Blackjack

I’ll be watching...
Aug 6, 2019
777
My apologies, I was thinking of someone else. Let's hope he's found peace x

It's just odd that his final post 2+ days ago said he was throwing his phone in the storm drain (assuming that means no future contact), yet he shows as being online here yesterday, and today his name is crossed out. I wonder if he just had a delay in his plans but eventually drank his N successfully.
 
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It's just odd that his final post 2+ days ago said he was throwing his phone in the storm drain (assuming that means no future contact), yet he shows as being online here yesterday, and today his name is crossed out. I wonder if he just had a delay in his plans but eventually drank his N successfully.
His name wasn't crossed out yesterday. We may never know unless he asks to be unbanned.
 
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toomuchgrief

a grieving mother
Sep 15, 2019
401
How can his name be crossed out? Unless he request to or do it himself right? It is possible for him to request to cross out his name and then like 24 hours later the system automatically do it? Or it him banned himself?
 
Blackjack

Blackjack

I’ll be watching...
Aug 6, 2019
777
How can his name be crossed out? Unless he request to or do it himself right? It is possible for him to request to cross out his name and then like 24 hours later the system automatically do it? Or it him banned himself?

He either self-banned, or was banned by the Mods because it was a Goodbye post (per their rules.)
 
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toomuchgrief

a grieving mother
Sep 15, 2019
401
If he is self-banned then he has to log in today since it just show his nickname crossed out today. So I guess it the Mod banned him then (because his nickname just crossed out today).

Thank you for explain to me.
 
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